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Sitex, Just Dance & SHOWTIME!

2011-11-29T08:11:00.002+08:00

Good morning folks! ^O^
It's like 8.12 A.M now and I'm at work!

The past weekend I've been working at SITEX and it was pretty shag. -__- IDK why I'm so weak lol. But anyway, met a bunch of people while working and they're pretty cool. I feel like asking them out to watch movies with me but idk if they want to. *shy*

HAHAHA and then yesterday was my off day and I practically sang and danced the whole day. Sorta. Cos right, there's this online game called "Showtime" and you can sing online and compete with people. Damn fun hahahaha I sang Jay Chou's An Jing & Jian Dan Ai okeh! It brought back so much memories from my secondary school time. My mum commented that my Chinese pronunciation is very ang moh when I'm singing. HAHAHA sexy what. I like leh. LOL and it's not that I can help sounding like that... =3=
With regards to the dance part I played Just Dance 2 on Wii after I woke up. It's damn funny because there was this Indian song on Just Dance and my siblings and I decided to play that song. Super hilarious dance LOL. (Not being racist... but the dance really damn funny!!!! Why am I repeating my words lol) Was a fun day yesterday... But today I woke up with aches all over my body. -________- Sian lor.

So today's back to work and my supervisor is on leave yayyyyyyyyyyyy! Ok 4 more days to the weekend. I wanna play Just Dance again. Wahahahaha! K byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

LONGEST POST EVER \m/

2011-11-22T19:27:00.020+08:00

Oh hai! :)

So I've decided to revive my blog again! I've been away for quite long huh?

But basically I am suddenly inspired to blog again cos of several reasons:

1. I guess I lost track of myself this year? I mean like, I started a blog so I could keep track of myself.. And yet this year, I hardly blogged about my progress/life. I don't like that. I read my own blog today and I realised I left out a lot of things this year, even though it was mostly an enjoyable one (albeit having a lot of unhappy stuff happen too) so yeap, starting to blog again.

2. To prevent deterioration of my English! As you all know Facebook/ Tumblr is FULL of English errors (seriously, what's up with "your" & "you're"?!) and sometimes.. just SOMETIMES.. I forget that some phrases are said wrongly. But I'm always glad I realise that I'm wrong almost immediately as well. Just a few days ago I used the word "buyed" instead of "bought". Yes I know, MAJOR FAIL. so yeap, starting to blog again!

3. To remember myself! Lol I don't want to be like 25 and then forget how I used to be when I was younger. Hahahahaha.

4. To be able to express myself better! I know I've already mentioned that blogging will probably maintain my English better but besides that I also want to be able to really express how I feel about things. I need an outlet to do so considering I have little close friends and that the time we have for each other is relatively little... since everyone's working/schooling. :/ So before I plunge further into emo-ness because I cannot talk to anyone, blogging will help me maintain my cool. Like for real. :)

OKAY NOW LET'S START MY BLOG POST FOR REAL!

January 2011- February 2011: Was working at ANZ as a Telemarketer :) Fell in love briefly. Or maybe you could call it infatuation. Idk. And to think I told him how to differentiate between those 2. Hahah.

But they guy I liked didn't like me back. :< But I'm over it now. We just weren't meant to be. :')

Okay pictos!

My ANZ peeps :)

Then came March.. Dyed my hair! I mean highlighted. RED!

And it was A Levels RESULTS day. Freaking screwed my A's.. The only subject I was happy about was my GP. B leh! :) I still remember my crush at that time.. was so proud of me. Awww. lol ok pictos!

Xuan Min, Me, Ying Tong, Yi Jin & Huiyi :)

OH and did I mention it was my birthday too? Stupid A level results had to ruin my 19th Birthday huh. Talk about luck. :/

But my beloved clique made a great effort! I love them many many.

Dinner + presents + a picture of my then crush to taunt me.

See la! My crush no like me! T__T

With my beloved clique~

HOHOHO, then I clubbed for the first time! @ Helipad! With my ANZ peeps and YINGYING! Look at my awesome hair belowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww >:D

Then came BBQ @ Richard's! Yes It's still in March. :) Very eventful hor? I guess it kind of goes to show how affected I was by my results.. No really. I felt very loser-ish at that point of time... Okay abrupt end to emo-ness.

Anyway, BBQ picture below!

Okay then soon after, we had a percussion outing with my Zhenghua Sec Band juniors! We went to play Wii, then had dinner at Pizza hut.. and camwhored. :) <3 Desumon. HAHAHAHA

Desumon, Me, Emily, Nayilei

Oh.. Then my hair colour then started to fade so I dyed my hair black again! Below is a picture of me & my beloved Sunny. :)

Haha and soon after that I went to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE with Ying and Nayilei. LUCKY ME :> Heeeheeeeeeeee. Yeap you guessed it right, I was rich then. Spent all my money LOL. Pictures below!

Battlestar Galactica. We came, we conquered, we CYLONS!

I FREAKING LOVED IT.

And then April came.. And we celebrated Yingying's Birthday! I wore a dress that day! We went to eat at Timbre. then we went... CLUBBING! WOOOO. LOL. It was Freda's first time XOXO.

I also watched Scream 4 with my PJC classmates Ain & Sherlyn. :)

Okay I am kind of lost already.. Not sure what month this was.. But I went to Old Kallang Airport with Huiyi & Yingying for a flea market.. Which my classmates had a stall! Hahaha

Clubbing again~

Crashed College Day in PJC. Hahaha I remember this was in May. :) (Picture below)

June: Got hair extensions for $40+, 60 strands. I say strands as in a bunch of strands. lol. At this point of time I was working for Ted Baker. My legs suffered hell :C At the same time I was inspired to diet and lost a couple of kg.... only to gain it all back with surplus summore in the following months afterwards FML.

Stayed in MARINA BAY SANDS FOR FREE because my Dad has this super nice friend which has unused 'points' which can be used to stay at MBS.. So yeah. 3D2N baby!

July: Yilei's Birthday!

Got her banana fruit cake from Fruit Paradise!

& the clique made her a huge-ass card + give her Doraemon :) <3

August: NDP Preview with Yingyingg!

More clubbing in August. OKOK fine I admit I'm clubbing a lot... Cannot waste my youth ok! Plus it's not like I get wasted or anything. I go there for the musicccccc!

OK the following photos were taken from June-July lah Idk why I put them under August.. whatever la ok.

Ashley & I (Zirca)

Ying, Me, Xinying & Freda :) (Helipad)

Alicia & Ying! (Zirca)

Freda & I :) (Helipad)

Hmmm so it's still August.. And I went for a class BBQ at Simin's house. :)

August was pretty much a clubbing month... It was Venling's birthday so we went TAB to celebrate! :) Happy 21st BOY!

SEPTEMBER:

Uhm... we went clubbing again! LOL. In this 'episode' I puked after drinking 3 cups of Vodka w Cranberry juice. SAD LIFE. Never have I been so weak before can. Zzzzzzzz... Till now I am still haunted by Absolut Vodka. NEVER AGAIN.

@ Helipad With Yingying, Huiyi & Alicia. Ladies' night out :)

So..... after that 'episode' I decided to take a break from clubbing and I went to Henderson Waves Bridge with Yingying. After which we both went to meet Lewis & Ashley for Hotpot Culture.. and then Crazy Elephant for some drinks. It rained heavily afterwards and some Brit came to chat with us. He was clearly drunk and mildly eccentric lol. Pictures below!

I remember in this pic (above), Ashley was showing Lewis the MV "I'm Sexy & I Know It" and Ashley was uh, doing the Pelvis Thrust and they both looked at his dong. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMFG I CAN DIE NOW.

On one weekend of October my family and I went to MacRitchie Resevoir :) And the following month(November) we went to Sungei Buloh Nature Reserve! (After which I fell horribly sick for 5 days and til now I am still not 100% recovered!!!!)

Okay, pictures again!

The following were taken at Sungei Buloh!

Also, in November I had Dinner and Dance! Oh I forgot to mention I started working in Toshiba since the 19th of July. :) The theme was "Back to School" so that explains why I was in a uniform...... =.=

Me with 2 of my very bubbly colleagues :)

Oh and the guy Nathaniel left Toshiba already... When he was younger he went for Xiaoyuan Superstar.. he can really sing leh. <3 Oh well.

There was also Post Dinner and Dance and we went Butter Factoryyyy :)

Nov 19: Just last Saturday Helipad reopened its doors after renovation and had an event called "I'm Sexy & I Know It" and us being loyal Helipad fans, we went to check things out! Well it was quite messy actually... The DJ wasnt good lol. But well, after 1 month plus of not clubbing it was still pretty fun I guess.

Also, my hair grew out and now I look very sloppy. However since I cannot cut my hair yet I have gotta adapt or just look sloppy lol. So yeah pictures below! I met Ying early to eat dinner and walk around town before meeting the rest at a later time! It was another ladies' night out as there were 6 of us- Ying, Xinying, Freda, Huiyi, Alicia and I :)

Nov 20, 2011: Went to Marina South's Gardens by the Bay with my family :) I really like nature stuff.. Can't help myself when it comes to these things lol. Pictures below!

So that's about it for now! Hahaha I guess from this post you can more or less deduce that I've had a very happy year so far but bad stuff happened as well. I mean all these outings and meet-ups sure do make me happy, but how long can happiness last? Get what I mean? It's not like I want to be emotional but it's the truth.

My grandfather passed away in September this year.. That's why September was kind of like a blank month for me (not much 'happy' events). It taught me a very important lesson in life. I wasn't very close to my grandfather because I don't speak Khek and I'm not exactly superb in Chinese either. On top of that, I'm not the type to express my feelings easily. Even though I feel love for my family and grandparents, I'm not the type to come out and say it. I don't show my concern readily. His death taught me to show my feelings towards my loved ones. Maybe that's why I haven't been quarreling with my parents for so long. But at the same time his death made me coop up my feelings of sadness- so much so that I cry at the slightest upsetting moment. I cry when watching Anime, I cry when watching channel 8 dramas (yes.. even though they suck).. I wonder if these feelings will ever be released :/ I hope I stop crying so easily.

On a side note I've also been grappling with my negativity in terms of my views towards friendship. I think I've been on an emotional roller coaster for quite sometime now.. Which is really bad. I think it might have cost me some friendships because of my unwillingness to go out and stuff like that... :/

I've been at this blog post for about 3 hours now... I think I'll leave my thoughts for another post. I gotta go sleep now. Really tired. Byebyeeeeeee

A slight change in events

2011-08-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

Hello! Once again I have been neglecting this blog.. I think I really have moved on to tumblr. Nevertheless, there's been a slight change in my life...

I've just gotten my pay and I am pretty happy. bought myself so much things I can CRY.

HAHA. Like finally I'm not effing broke anymore.. The feeling of having money in your bank is so awesome. :) Oh and I got a haircut too, so I'm also happy that I look cool again. HAHAHAHA

K I have nothing more to say so byez :)

Rightttt

2011-07-22T10:50:00.002+08:00

So it's been more than 3 months since I blogged!
Maybe it's cause no one reads it anymore.. I dont know.
Actually it's probably cause I've got a Tumblr so yeah... Been blogging more on Tumblr and less on Blogger. =3=

Well in the past 3 months I have been in and out of a job.. But right now I am employed so it's not that bad. My plan is to save up for my Uni in say... 1 years' time?
Currently my contract is only until January 2012.. But it could be extended lol who knows? :) Either way I know I don't have to worry as of now. Heee.

A lot of things have happened at home recently. I've been in low spirits. But I know I'm not brooding over stuff. I just can't really cheer up.. Hopefully this Saturday will be fun... Esp if Ashley is going. HARHAR.
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Oh. Today is Nayilei's 19th Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAYILEI! We better like go out and chill soon hor. I cannot take it anymore. Why are you so bloody busy! >:O Lol anyway all the best in all that you do. JYJYJYJY~ Hopefully we can go uni tgth or smth. Get a Boyf soon k, don't be single all the time like me. Heehee.

Arghhh K lah back to work now.. Signing off! Ciaoz!

HELLO HELLO.

2011-04-14T13:17:00.002+08:00

Eh sia la I haven't been blogging for 2 whole weeks lol.

Been kinda busy I guess.. There was this course I had to attend for 3 days straight, then my weekend job as a promoter for another 3 days straight.. Then some temp job to test pen for another 3 days straight.. All in one go. Wait that makes 9 days.. the other 5 days are just.. Idk man. Maybe I was sleeping or smth. LOL

SO... I'm broke. And there's pretty much nothing going on in my life now.. until Saturday where my clique and I will be going to Timbre @ the Arts House WOOOOO~ We're gonna be taking nice nice pictures lol. And I think most of them are gonna be wearing dresses. ME HOW?

Oh, met Allen yesterday. pretty cool. I MISSED HIM SO MUCH I CRIED WHEN I MET HIM :C

HE'S AN ASS, GOING OVERSEAS FOR 3 WHOLE YEARS W/O COMING BACK OFTEN ENOUGH, HMPH!

k la I just miss him la that's why. :C But anyways it was fun. Ate the spaghetti he cooked ahhh so nice lol. And he drove me back home too. So nice T___T I want a car too! :C

So right now I'm just watching Anime and stuff. Damn bored. Gonna do some sketches later i think.. though I suck at it... OMG today's a boring day ugh *dies* And I've gotta work tomorrow too.. =______= And it's like, I work work work, but my pay lehhhh? Only comes in next month or smth. ZZZZ. Me no likey >:O

On a random note,

I want to shuffle. LOL =X

KK my Anime has loaded so BYEEEEEE :D

12 hour sleep is A W E S O M E! YEH BAYBEH.

"memories that have no pictures to represent them are memories we want to remember most"

2011-03-28T14:05:00.003+08:00

Hello again folks! :D

Well actually maintaining 2 blogs is kinda tiring lol

But my Tumblr is less of my life but more of random things to reblog and perhaps a teeny bit of my life that I dare not put on Blogger. God knows why lol.

Blogger is just.. my life in general! Hahahahaha. It's like I'm living 2 lives or something XD.

Well I must say that March has been (and still is) an eventful month with many many meet-ups, outings, get-togethers or whatever you call them. I've been meeting up A LOT with my clique (namely NYL, Freda, Huiyi) and been Vivo-ing A LOT. Hahaha!

Met Andee, Douglas, Ashley, Indra and even my beloved Percussion mates~ (Desumon & Emily lol)

Like wow right? Oh I even met Benjamin from Twps by coincidence. Heheheh.

Oh and I'm going to meet me colleagues tmr for Kbox!

And the day after that would be..........

FREAKING UNIVERSAL STUDIOS WITH NYL AND YING2 AND MAYBE HUIYI LOLOLOL YEH MON LET'S GO DAMMIT LOLOL (HIGH NOW)

I so cannot wait for my Battlestar Galactica WOOOT. Although I feel Imma freak out at the last minute (maybe puke) but I don't care I want my first Roller Coaster Ride to be at USS and not some cheap Genting (HAHAHA kidding)

K I shall go plan our ROUTE NAO KTHXBYEEEE

Yesterday night was a night worth remembering

& like the stars I saw in New Zealand, the time spent with you will also be a picture-less memory that I'll never forget.

So I finally applied!

2011-03-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

OH HELLO.

After much deliberation, (actually not really because I've just been busy with.. outings.. and outings.. and outings..)

I FINALLY APPLIED :D HOHOHO.

And I applied for NUS's FASS, NTU's Comm Studies as my first choice. :/ (the other choices are irrelevant so I'm not putting it up lol)

And hopefully I get into one of em. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. :<

And I also applied for Financial Asst buuuuut idk if i've filled them in properly or not.

Like-a-stress only ah~~~ So many bloody things to fill in one lor. Boring. =w=

hmmm.. the recent things that have been going on in me life?

1) Met Andee for pool not long ago

2) Sleepover @ Changi Airport not long ago (with NYL & Huiyi)

3) Orchard 313 & Vivo-ed not long ago (with NYL, Huiyi, Freda. Richard met us for dinner tgth too!)

4) Vivo-ed again with me family

5) Went cycling with Ying!

6) Lunched with NYL todaye! Had my suckiest salmon EVER. D:

And more to come would be:

- outing with NYL?

- outing with Doug-ass this Wednesday. Well actually Im only accompanying him to make his class tee or smth like that. But still, an outing is an outing!

- outing with me percussion dudes this Friday! (namely Desumon, NYL & Emilyyyyy)

I.WANT.MOAR.MOAR.MOAR OUTINGS! >:D

On a side note: Roar I really really cannot get him outta my mind. He's too awesome even though he's an ass most of the time. Hurr hurr~ *cries*

UGH WTF I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE

2011-03-14T18:40:00.002+08:00

Hello. today Im here to rant. So here goes. >:O

Pay just came in. I gave my mum $150 for like 'owing' her or whatever. Dulan.

I freaking hate how my dad is strongly against the idea of going to MDIS.

It's kind of ironic because like. At first he said I should really consider what to do and all since it's 3-4 years of my life.. and it's ex. etc. Then he's like 'you gotta take other courses even if you don't have a strong interest in it..' WTF?

So.. after Ntu's open house I realised Mass comm is damn effed up cos you have to score like As and Bs to go in so like confirm la I got no freaking chance whuut. Mass comm so damn popular leh. So when he asked about what course I was intending to do/ whether I alr applied or not etc..

I told him how I felt la.. about the outcome and all.

Then he's like all 'WAH Y U WANNA STUDY MDIS U KNOW HOW EX OR NOT Y GOT NUS/NTU U DUWAN GO'

and I'm like =.= FUCK MAN NOW IM JUST SAYING THEY PROLLY WONT ACCEPT ME, IF THEY DO IM FUCKING GRATEFUL BUT IVE GOTTA BE TRUTHFUL AND TELL U WHAT'S THE FUCKING REALITY RIGHT

BUT HE'S JUST ALL CRANKY AND SO HE KEEPS NAGGIN ME.

HE FUCKING DSNT GET IT.

THEN HE GOES ALL LIKE 'I know you want to study this but you gotta have a plan B and C you can't just rely on ONE course' etc

And then I explain yet again that I DO have other choices, just that my 1st choice is like Mass Comm, the others would be NUS's FASS la.. and NTU's socio prolly? (No actually not really) then I continued that it's not really MY CHOICE it's the SCHOOL that has the final decision..

Then he's all like 'GOVT SUBSIDISE 85% LEH Y U NO WAN GO GOVT SUBSIDISED ONE'

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK MAN, SRSLY.

Then cos recently my Samsung noob phone died too.. And it just so happened that Jie had extra phone ma. Plus I got an iTouch from her cos she's not using.. And when he found out he's all like 'WAH U TRYING TO THROW MY FACE AWAY ISSIT Y U KEEP TAKING THINGS FROM HER WE GOT NO MONEY FOR U TO BUY A NEW PHONE MEH'

Nabeh la take free things also WRONG!?

Then he went on to say that 'all phones that come into my hands will cui because of how I use my phone'

WTF man. I told him it's the software that died on me I nv do anything..

He again insist that it's cos i drop the phone and all. I'm like.. K lor..

And the worst thing is that he said 'When people use iPhone I also never see it spoil'

NABEH. It's an iPhone for a REASON.

Because it's Apple. Because it's iPhone. iPhones DO NOT spoil easily. That's why so many goddamn Singaporeans buy the iPhone. Because it's REALLY that good. UGH.

Then he's like acting rich or smth now. 'Buy iPhone only $800 what'

ONLY. =.=

Then now he's like forcing me to get a new phone ZZZ. iPhone summore. =.=

Seriously, I feel it's pointless.

It's really.. pissing me off.

Why can't I make my own choices? I'm the one paying for my own studies what.

I know it's a lot of money and that I have to pay it off after I finish my degree or smth.

I know it's close to $40K.

I know.

I FUCKING KNOW.

I REALLY KNOW.

But what to do? I want to complete my fucking studies right.

ZZZ.

A day to remember (for good and for bad)

2011-03-04T21:51:00.006+08:00

Hello folks :)

So today's the day! The day for A Level results.. and also my birthday. :O

So.. Bad news first.. But before the gloomy news, first a story to tell!

Haha. So I met my JC classmates (Hisyam, Simin, Tita, Ain, YT, YJ, XM & Derrick) for lunch this afternoon.. We ate @ PizzaHut. Hmm.. Took some pictures, talked a lot. I tried my hardest to ease the tension cos almost everyone was nervous/scared/jittery & paranoid? I managed to ease the atmosphere a bit though. Hahah. (although I myself was a teeeny bit nervous as well)

I found it a nice catch-up session with them too. Was nice to be able to see them again. :)

So.. After that we headed to school. Mum paid my school fees.

Then it was like SADDDD all the way cos the overall results etc etc weren't looking too good and so it was killing me inside. It's like my heart tied itself into many knots. Srsly.

And then I took my results from Mr. Goh.

*mind blanked out for a few secs*

I was hoping for Bs and maybe 1 or 2 Cs BUT

I got only 1 B (for GP)

and 3 Cs (for Math, Econs and CSE)

AND a D (for GEOG WTF TTM I BET MY HARDEST ON GEOG CAN).

So at first when I got my results I was just overwhelmed by the reactions of others so I couldn't care less bout myself but now that I'm alone and thinking I realise that I am quite a disappointment. Yeh I'm not disappointed, I AM a disappointment. But it's too late to change anything now, isn't it?

HA. JOKER.

---e-n-d--o-f--e-m-o-n-e-s-s---

Okay so moving on to the not so gloomy stuff, it's my 19th BIRTHDAY! YAY! While I was slightly disappointed with some people, I was reaaaaaaally happy/euphoric/glad that my clique totally made it a birthday worth remembering! :D:D:D I FUCKING LOVE THEM LA OMGGGG I KNOW IM CURSING BUT TRUST ME IT'S JUST TO EMPHASISE HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE ME FRIENDS!

I've never felt so blessed before! I mean all my past birthdays were great too but THIS one really touched my heart. I thought you guys only treating me to dinner leh! I was already damn content but WTF Birthday present also?! Damn you guys are rich LOL.

Kkayz some PICTOS.

I really had a great time today. BUT SRSLY THE EXTRA PICTURE WAS UNNECESSARY LA WTFFFFFF

BUT THANKS LA K, THANKS. NOW I CAN NEVER EVER FORGET HIM. LOOOOOOL

I hearts you guys many many! Less than 3! xD

And since i've got work tomorrow I guess i should end my post here. Haha. Byeeeee

Uhhhhhhhhh.

2011-03-03T00:12:00.002+08:00

BOOOO.

I've ended my contract so I'm like uber free now...

So in the past 2 days.....

I went out to meet NYL for lunch! Roar her hair colour look so nice mine like shyt lol. =3=

And today I went out with Freda! It was just some random outing after Freda said she was rotting at home ( and so was I) so we hit town!

What we did:

1. Drink GONGCHA

2. EAT AT FRUIT PARADISE. :D

3) DINNER TGTH AT TECK WHYE MARKET.

Yes I realise it all revolves around food but trust me we window shopped a lot lol.

I soooo wanna shop right nao canzx? T___T

When is my pay arriving! ROAR.

Oh and I went to look at the weather forecast.. 8th March got 95% chance of rain la WTF. =3=

Retarded max. Zzzzzzz. Now idk whether I should still go on the 8th or not. Or like.. 21st?

ARGHHHHH! :( Sad leh. I wanna go USS~~

T^T

Last week of work

2011-02-21T21:41:00.006+08:00

Hello again!

This week's my last week at work!

I'm SO gonna miss all of my colleagues. Despite the frequent teasing, the lame jokes, the dirty jokes.. and even some tension that occurs from time to time.. I still love em. Hahaha. It makes me really sad knowing that Im leaving. And like they aren't even bothered or smth D:

SADDED canzx. T^T

Ah well. Heck lah.

Oh and he doesn't freaking realise anything. =.= Oh well. He's only got his eyes on her anyway. I'm gonna wish him the best of luck from the bottom of my heart. :)

I'm gonna miss the lunches. the convos. the car rides. the feelings.

I'm gonna miss you. Badly.

Sayonara (v)

Happy Valentine's Day!

2011-02-14T22:27:00.002+08:00

HELLO AGAIN!

HAPPY VDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Hahaha I went to work as usual today and guess whut,

2 of my colleagues gave me chocs. O__O Shocking sia. Why so sweeeeeeet?

So nice of them canzx?

Hahaha and of course I thanked them too!

Oh and Ying2 gave me truffles! And I choked on cocoa powder.

And speaking of truffles.. today I ate ONE truffle that had like what 4% of whiskey in it..

And towards the end of the day.. I flushed red and looked like I was drunk... =.= WTF LOL.

One truffle was all it took... =.=

Haha. All in all, It was a nice day, although I was defeated by some bloody noob truffle. LOL.

And so.... life goes on

2011-02-09T20:00:00.002+08:00

Helloooooo. Been puh-retty long since Ive blogged. Haha, working has kept me occupied for quite some time.

So.. I've been able to make new friends thru work (like duh) and well what can I say? They're really nice people. Hee ;D

One of them has a Volkswagon. O__O

One partays alot.

One is a general K-Pop fan.

One is an SNSD fan.

No one is an otaku. (Sadded canzx D: )

Most of them are from JC and the rest are from poly...

Most of them are guys.

Hahaha okay this has nothing to do with my first sentence but heck lah.

All in all, I think they really liven up the atmosphere with jokes that are sometimes lame but mostly dirty, but still fun. xD

Oh and Ive gotten my first pay! FAT FAT pay of $1k. LOLOLOL. Returned my friends moneh tt i owe them. Gave some moneh to parents. Feel so relieved because I have no more debts to clear.

And.... Valentine's Day is almost here. And.... I have no Valentine. =.=

& to hell with those truffles that Ying and I talked about.

& to hell with what I thought...

Stupid wishful thinking. Zzz.

Shall go emo now. Nah Im just kidding. No Im not.

Yeap. And so, Life shall go on.

starting work soon!

2011-01-09T13:35:00.003+08:00

Well. i've started using Tumblr at a higher frequency nao so.. I decided to link it up in this blog. Go click if u want to kays?

Work's starting tomorrow. I wonder if I'll give my manager a good impression. Hopefully I do.. >__<

But I shall quote a wise person (whose name I shall not reveal because of unforseen circumstances ) who always tells me 'It's all about getting used to it.'

And so, I shall make myself adapt fast and adapt well. I will overcome this! XD

OH OH OH and i think those feelings are dying down! Yeh!

2011

2011-01-01T00:49:00.002+08:00

Didn't think I'd be blogging so soon.

Spent New Year's eve with Doug and Andee. Met Huiyi while we chilled out at bangkit. Lol.

Bought Haagen Dazs' Rum Raisin. NOT NAISE. (The next time Doug gets me to try another flavour I'll kick his face. Zzz) I shall stick to Vanilla and Vanilla ONLY. hmph.

Oh. I think I'll be working w.e.f 3rd Jan which is in 2 days' time. :/ Sad cos gotta work but knowing that I'll get paid is something I really look forward to. Hahaha.

New Year's Resolution #1: EARN $$$

New Year's Resolution #2: GET GOOD RESULTS FOR A'S (Hahaha idk how it's a resolution but yeah.)

#3: Learn the guitar.

#4: Make life better for myself.

& thats it!

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

YOOOO.

2010-12-28T00:38:00.002+08:00

Been wanting to blog for a long time but I just didn't have time. Or shall I say the 'right mood' to blog. Maybe cos there's either too much or too little to say.

So anyway, I've been going out a lot. Meeting up with a lot of people. Makes me feel so happy knowing that I have more than just a few friends around me. Things seem to be getting better :D

Went to Sentosa with Ying2, Doug, Andee, Jasper, JR & Sandy on the 20th. Ying got BADLY sunburnt! (Was helping her to peel her skin off just now. hahahaha. She's like what, 3-4 tones darker? LOL)

Tangyuan Day & Mummeh's Bday on the 22nd.

Met up with Ash for like 4-5 times in the past week. Loads of crap. Tons of laughter. He's a good friend, really! Gives me advice, listens to me and all. He really changed over the past few years. Hee. Kind of made a new friend too! He's Louis and he loves to sing. Had a nice singing session with them one night too! LALALALALALA.

Went out with NYL & Huiyi on the 23rd. Domo Fair, Jap meals. Cam-whoring session.

24th: SIAN AT HOME LOL I NEARLY DIED

25th:

- Tried to bake cookies but was missing an impt ingredient. Zzz.

-Went out with Doug-ass. Played basketball. Ate Ben&Jerry's icecream with a weird name called 'Turtle Soup', which is ironic because I DONT DRINK TURTLE SOUP. IT HARMS THE ALR ENDANGERED ANIMALS. But anyway it was icecream with caramel& choc in it.

I shall remember a heart is made with a v and not a y. HAHAHAHA (v) Quite an interesting Christmas I would say. Everything was kinda impromptu. :D

26th: Went to my grandparents' house. Went IMM to find my impt ingredient but alas! Only got one pkt.... (I wanted at least 2.. Nevertheless, I can still bake cookies, just not as much. )

27th: Met up with Ying2! Like FINALLY! She gave me a pink feathery earring. (v) I liiiike. Had a nice chat too! HEHEHEH.

TOMORROW: ZOO with my clique~.

DAY AFTER TOMORROW: Submit documents to Adecco. OH AND YES I FINALLY FOUND A JOB! ^__^ NEEDS TO GO ROBINSONS TOO.

DAY AFTER THAT(30th): BBQ with me clique! It's like a yearly event too! Hahaha.

And I think im gonna rest on the 31st and have a peaceful countdown to 2011. December has been an eventful month! I went out almost everyday like there's no end to it!

ECPPP... and more. But then again it's not much. (A short post))

2010-12-16T23:23:00.005+08:00

HELLO! So I went to ECP!

Rather bad experience this time despite the superb sunset/sunrise pics I managed to take.

Stupid mozzies and all. Haissssss.

But anyway, the pics are very limited in this post because I dont wanna post so much. F3

And I also went to converse warehouse sale. If not for it i'd have spent $100 over instead of $35, which is retarded. Why so ex? hahahah

Oh and yay I finally get my hands on THE MACBOOK PRO!

So happy! But I just found out that to play maple on Mac is kind of.. a hassle. So.. I shall not install it!

LOL.

On a side note....

SIAN LA. NO MONEY. ZZZ.

EVEN AFTER MY PAY CAME IN I STILL FEEL DAMN BROKE. WTHHHHHH

I NEED A TEMP FULL TIME JOB. BADLY!

AND ACTUALLY I FEEL V LAZY/TIRED NAO SO IMMA STOP BLOGGING ALR.

SO SEE YOU NEXT TIME! :D

Hello again! :)

2010-12-11T21:01:00.002+08:00

Hello once again. Im getting bored real easy nowadays so I think blogging will become an almost daily thing from now onwards. Haha!
I think it's also cos Ying2 is working (and I am not) and so I'm.. all alone with no one to love me. :( LOL I think I got a little carried away.

So anyway, I'm always kinda stumped for words everytime someone (be it friend, relative or even interviewer) asks me 'So what Uni course are you interested in?'
My reaction would vary from 'I dont really know' to 'Geog lo, what other choice do i have?' or smth along that line. Like sad huh. I think I wanna go into NUS's FASS to study Geog. Not like it's a DIE MUST GO THING but it's my best hope.

And actually.. believe it or not I'm also interested in taking English in Uni. I mean THINK about it. Isn't language the greatest asset? It impresses people first hand apart from how smart/confident you look! I know my Chinese CMI alr so I feel I must turn fully ang moh or smth. LOL what kind of mentality is this -.-But when i look at the overview I feel damn stressed out LOL. Cos firstly, I AM NOT GOOD IN ENGLISH. I AINT OKEH, SRSLY.

I don't have awesome vocab. I make some small grammar mistakes. Sometimes I cant construct sentences properly. ETC. (Of course right, I'm a true blue Singaporean lol) And to think that I have to write and write and write in Uni, submit thesis etc.. O_O It really makes me wonder if I'm cut out for Uni at all. It's not only English that makes me think this way. What about Geog? Also have to write mah. Same old same old.
Then what about A LEVEL GRADES? If my GP sucks i dont think i have a chance to go into English lor. T__T Then again if my GP phail I dont have chanceto go anywhere too LOL.

What if my grades are only just enough for private unis? SIM? (please NO i dont have money for this...) What if, I fail damn badly and end up retaking A's?

ARGH WHY IS THE FUTURE FILLED WITH SO MANY UNCERTAINTIES?
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Ok enough emo-ing now. Haha anyway I'm gonna go ECP tmr to ton YAY 12th and 13th Dec. WOOT. SUNBURN TIME T__T
But I think it's okay to get burnt once in a while la.. Just hopefully not too much. >__<
Ying's coming over too! YEAH.
Then after that, Imma rest on the 14th and then on the 15th I'll so totally go Robinsons and spend my $100 voucher. Need to buy make up (I just lost my eyeliner FML) clothes and not forgetting SHOES/HEELS. Wall stickers too haha but that's outside of Robinsons.

And my mum's Birthday is also coming soon. I think im going to get her a phone that's idiot proof. Haha. Hopefully she's okay with it la.. At least can use rightttttt. :D

Christmas is also coming. BUT I got nothing on.. Anyone wanna come over my house and Wii? Use com also can cos I freaking have wireless internet NOW :)
MACBOOK Coming soon too! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Oh and then there's also sad news which is that my PINK GHEY phone also spoiling ZZZ. I want iPhone 4 laaaaa.

HOHOHO K la I shall log off now. My blogpost like getting long again ah. :D

Im back! But it's not all good news.

2010-12-08T22:44:00.003+08:00

OMG it's really been so friggin long since i wrote/blogged!
Nostalgia all over.
I missed you!!!!!!!!
OH AND I GOT RID OF MY TAGBOARD ONCE AND FOR ALL SO NO MORE WEIRD SPAMS FROM CUTEGIRL/ 123XYZ HAHAHA SCREW U GUYS GO GET A LIFE.

Anyway, my life has basically been like..

November 8th-30th: A LEVELS (which i think i might have screwed to a large extent... hopefully i can scrape through.)

December 1st- 8th: Shop for Prom stuff (which is nth at all lol cos i bought my dress on9). Hit the town. Go out. Prom. Take pics. Work at LG. Play pool with Andee & Dougass. Met Ashley. Borrowed blazer. Watched Harry Potter. Acted like tourists.

But in between here and there, I also quarrelled many times with my mum. Cant seem to communicate properly nowadays. Money money money. how i fucking wish it can just drop from the sky and solve my problems. I dont know how i am to survive the ECP tonning session that's coming soon. Zzz.

At the same time, Dad signed an internet plan for me and im getting a Mac soon. Apple Macbook Pro leh! But damn ex la the plan. I really have to help my dad out.

Just went for an interview today. It went well i guess. They were friendly peeps. BUT... Bloody flats hurt my feet so bad i had to ask ying2 to wear for me while i wore her shoes =.=
I am terribly sorry. I never knew wearing flats can be that scary. T^T

Prom just ended too and i feel like ive become an adult overnight. Parents got no money to give me and im damn broke. And to ask them for money at this age is.. kinda embarrassing. And like i said, my mum goes crazy so even before i ask for money im already deterred like hell. She got high barriers to entry LOL. But back to the point of 'suddenly growing up', it's cos people my age are at crossroads. The path ahead of us seems filled with uncertainty. Work? Retake A's? Uni? Private? Local? Overseas? Bank Loan? So many questions, yet no answer. Not yet.

I think i'm turning emo again. =.=

Well hopefully i land myself the job and start working soon. I want to stop relying on my parents (esp my mum because she pisses me off) and earn my own keep. Hopefully things at home get better. Hopefully life in 2011 will be financially better. Hopefully my siblings will start to be more mature and help out with chores.

Life's been filled with drama. Charliee suddenly so many.. characters in her life. Seeing her like this i kind of feel for her cos she's getting the wrong kind of attention. And things at home aren't too good as well. HAIS.

Why are our lives so bitter?
I hate this predicament.

Not very pleased.

2010-10-01T21:41:00.002+08:00

Been kinda long since i last blogged huh..
Well i've got majority of my results back, and... i don't think i did well enough.
I showed improvement for Math and Physical Geog but i still suck. Damn it.
I screwed up my GP essay this time and i'm kinda disappointed as well.

This Prelims wasn't set out to kill us, but at this moment in time we're still unprepared. Im unprepared. And it's 37 days to A's.

I know all of you have been encouraging me but I just can't bring myself to believe that i 'can make it'...
I mean c'mon, B for GP, A for Geog, B for Econs and CSE? B for Math?
=.=

IDK LAH.
today's post is very disorganised.
very frustrated okeh...

as much as i try to make believe
deep down inside i cant.

2010-09-22T23:49:00.001+08:00

i miss cashew. :(

Once again, Im being anal and all.

2010-09-13T21:09:00.002+08:00

I am, from what people around me say, a pessimist.
and I guess I only got to know how serious my pessimism was.
I tried talking to many people but nothing works. I tried being motivated. Tried.

But when I go home/ close the convo, I face my lecture notes and.... give up.

A levels it less than 2 months away and I'm.. giving up.

Im a disappointment, aren't I?

I guess my plight was partly because of you for you were the one that kept me going... up until now, that is. But blaming you isnt what im trying to do.
Im blaming myself for being stupid to have relied on you.
To have thought you were the one that i could count on as a friend.
A very good friend.
A friend indeed.

Arigatou. Hontoni Arigatou.

so much for "family day"

2010-09-05T15:16:00.005+08:00

NABEH.
To think my Sunday can be that bad.
Woke up at 12nn.
Abbie didn't know how to buy lunch back.
was PISSED. Made her come with me to buy lunch.
Ate.
Was still pissed. Which 13 year old can't even dabao carrot cake w/o chilli? ZZZ
Some more the way she sounded was so fake. Wheregot people ask for help this way?
Imagine someone whining 'omg i feel so dumb suddenly. omg ahhh i so stupid. i cant even buy lunch'
I wanted to say: FUCK YOU. Glad you know you're that fucking dumb. FYL.
It could have been so much better if she said 'can you come with me cos i rly dunno how to buy' rather than say 'u want to come with me?' Bloody hell I owe her money issit.

3pm. Dad wakes up.
Asked me where's Mum and Ana.
Replied 'Went out.'
Asked again 'Why go out so long?'
Replied 'Work.'
Demanded' You call her now'
*called*
*no answer cos her phone was cranky*
'She didn't answer cos her phone was turned off. Spoiled phone.'
Started saying sarcastic things 'Her phone where got sot. Is she sot. Blah blah blah'
*he walks away*
NABEH. WHAT DID I DO?!

Mum came home. Told her i was 'sibei dulan' cos of Dad. He wake up on wrong side of bed my problem ah.
Said i cannot use such words cos very vulgar, un-ladylike.
bloody hell. Me again.
Then she told me the stupidest thing in the world.
'You all lar, nv make coffee for him. That's why he lidat lar'

OH SO NOW IT'S THE COFFEE'S FAULT. ZZZ

EFFED UP SUNDAY.
HATE IT.
Thank you Mum. And Dad. And Abbie.

Tough times ahead

2010-08-24T23:38:00.002+08:00

It is:

76 days to A levels
10 days to Prelims' first paper = General Paper
11 days to September Holidays
22 days to the re-opening of school and back to Prelims
One month before the OFFICIAL submission of I.S.

I am staying back everyday to study/ do homework.
And i am very very exhausted, both physically and mentally.
I do not have enough sleep.
I have too much things to do.

Somehow, I don't see how i can do well for all my subjects. How in the world can i achieve all As and Bs for A Levels when i can hardly pass, much less score?

It really seems that the next 2-3 months will be the toughest of times. I hope i pull through, really.

I just gotta hang in there.

jsyk.

2010-08-16T22:33:00.002+08:00

if you think im kinda ignoring you, bingo, you got it right.
As for why im doing so, i think you should know better.
there's unfinished business for both you and me.
And im not going to relent unless you take the first step and explain yourself.
It's not the first time you let me down.
And this time, I really am disappointed in you.

Just thought i should let you know.

8th August- 9th August 2010

2010-08-09T22:42:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday (1 belated, 2 advanced) to Yilei, Freda and Huiyi!

I hope you guys enjoyed yourselves at my house though there wasn't really much to do.. Haha!

Basically what happened was...

Wii marathon-ed from night till 2am+.

(in between celebrated birthdays for the 3. Haha they didn't expect it. YESH.)

Daidi-ed afterwards while Freda was designing her cover

Movied:Drag Me To Hell (the lamest shit ever)

Huiyi KO-ed on the matteress.

Followed by Freda when she actually told me not to sleep LOL.

Decided to watch Saw as our second movie

But 15 minutes into the movie everyone KO-ed (Me first, then Yilei n Ying2)

Haha kk a few pictos.

the CAKE.

yum-seng! Haha

Coke+sour plum despite looking like shots.

Me room and the rest of em.

Me looking shag... Lol.

Huiyi left at 230pm
Ying2 and the rest left at about 4pm.

I KO-ed from 5pm till 9 LOL

Still kinda shag now. XD

That aside.. I need to chiong IS tomorrow.
Haish. Back to my mundane, stressful life filled with assignments and more assignments.

OMGAWD. -.-

I really miss the times when we could hang out often and talk about anything under the sun.

But now it's like there's this silence sometimes like we all dont know what to say.

But i guess it's cos we all are going our own ways and stuff.

Oh well. Life has to move on right?

I think ultimately what matters most are memories.

Hopefully they don't fade away with time. :D

And so, the nightmare begins.

2010-08-06T22:14:00.004+08:00

Great. Must it always be this time of the year that I'd feel so fucked up and all? It was the same thing last year, and now's the second round of it though the context is different.
I've been repeating the lines 'Kill me, please' to my friends throughout the week. Cos of school stuff like IS and other random funny stuff. Although i didn't mean it at that time, now I think i do.
I'm really sick of this life. I want out. it's really killing me inside. The pain won't go away. I'm merely exhausting myself mentally everyday.

Please, can someone kill me? I really am tired.
I hate how things are not working out.

You know who you are!

2010-08-04T18:14:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA.
I KNOW SOMEONE IS STALKING MY BLOG. (Checked nuffnang. Apparently someone's reading my blog from a place called UK. I wonder WHO)
THAT SOMEONE IS A GUY.
HIS NAME STARTS WITH AN A.
HE IS CURRENTLY FAR FAR AWAY.

JSYK, I REMEMBER 'THE' DAY. :D *hint hint* LOL

And omg people are reading my blog again! Im happy! Thanks for following!

& it was a fun day with Simin for tutorial today! HAHAHA. Not that we didn't pay attention though. :D If you did N2008 Case Study, you'll know what the doodles mean. :D

Okay enough of blogging now i've got lots of studying to do! I realise i keep blogging recently. :/

Beginning of a nightmare?

2010-08-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

Today's the first day my Mum went to work.

On one hand I'm glad she got a job then Dad and I won't have to be so stressed out providing for the family but on the other hand, my siblings are a pain in the ass, srsly..

Just today so much things happened alr. Reached at home at 6pm today and Abbie's using my computer. 1st round of complains from the other 2 monsters saying it's unfair that Abbie uses the comp for such a long period (since 2 plus) blah blah.. Tired and worn out, I talked to Abbie.. Told her to be more considerate blah blah. Her face turn black.. So on and so forth.. Problem 1 solved.

After that i went to my room to turn on the com to discuss stuff with my friends.. Shortly after that Ana came into my room to complain about Adrian not doing homework and giving her attitude blah blah.. 2nd round of complains... I got so pissed seeing as Ana's so worked up about it and went out to the living room to lecture him ( rather nicely.). Made him tear a bit. Then i tried to make him understand the importance of respect for people and education. He seemed to understand. I went back into my room. Problem 2 solved..

Around 7pm i told my siblings to eat their dinner. Only Abbie did but i didn't know that until it was close to 9pm.
Almost screamed at them. I swear I can die from high blood pressure if i have it cos i'd burst a few vessels. I mean like wth, it's only a meal dammit, so difficult to eat meh? This is Problem 3. Solved cos they knew I was ready to kill them if they wouldn't eat.

Problem 4: Adrian hadn't finished his homework. Instead he's watching bloody Poseidon on Channel 5. WTH. I scolded Ana this time, asking her why she's not supervising him and why his hwrk isnt completed after so long and YET he's watching Poseidon..
The response?
"I call him advertisement tt time then do"- Ana
Me: *pukes blood*
OMG srsly she can't even control herself when she's watching shows la pls 'do during advertisements' YAH RIGHT. She (who is slightly more disciplined) can't even do it yet she expect Adrian (who is so ill-disciplined i can cry) to do it?

URGH.
At the end of the day= FRUSTRATION.
If everyday's gonna be like this i'll die for sure.

Is this going to be the beginning of a nightmare?
I can't even concentrate on my work.
And im really, really worn out.

Hello August,hello Hell.

2010-08-01T15:37:00.003+08:00

Went NLB on a Saturday (yesterday) = boring ttm.
Used my Laptop to webcam with Ying2. LOL.
Yesh i was that bored. Got a couple of stares from people cos we were giggling so much albeit softly. Sorry ah. too much of CHINA for me lol.

ARGH stupid I.S. I look for 10 resources end up only 2 useful.. and i spent like 4 hours can. plus, After searching for resources still need to construct argument and.. do.. a lot.. of.. stuff....
SHAG one leh. Hais... Help me please, my IS going no where...

And it's 99 days to A levels. -.-
yet im just so.. stagnant. so.. helpless.

i need more time
more resources
more rest.
=(

I need to be more serious, more focused, more ready for this.

2010-07-23T20:39:00.003+08:00

It is 108 days to A Levels!

... And I don't think I'm ready for this battle. Not in the least.

I have IS to do which is up till now, less than 5% COMPLETE. :(

I have Atmosphere to work on and my content knowledge is like neither here nor there. (And the topic isnt even complete YET GARHHHH) :(

I have CSE Case Study to work on and I find the language used in sources too CHIM. Authority & Governance HARD SIA :(

I have Math to work on but thankfully I'm improving on my stats! :)

I have.. Econs to work on and idk where to start... HOW HOW HOW?! :(

& yet, I can't afford to loosen my grip on my other topics. zzz.

I wonder if 20 hours of studying (as a start considering my engine tillnow not running de lor) is enough for me. I shall try my very best to commit 20 hours per week for studying! YAY.

Now's not the time to be discouraged anyway. Heheh.

Oh gosh but i feeel so unprepared!!!!!!!! -.-

2010-07-19T18:44:00.002+08:00

I can feel the workload piling up.

It's been so LONG!

2010-07-08T15:59:00.003+08:00

ZOMG been so long since i last went out with THEM esp NAYILEI!

Stupid girl always so busy de. GAHH.

I dont care i wanna met up soon agn lol.

(Do forgive the rants of a ignorant girl)

HAHA k la i v lazy blog liao TATA

back from a long hiatus.

2010-07-01T21:37:00.004+08:00

Wah i think i didnt blog for the whole of June?

I am so awesome. LOL.

K got a few things to share.
I...

- Went to Shanghai in the 1st week of June
- Slacked during hols. I left myself to rot. Hais..
- Played Maplestory towards the end of Hols. -.-
- Ate @ Naked Fish with Andee, Ying2 n Huiyi a few days back.
- Wished Jingren a Happy Birthday but he hasn't replied me.

- Know that im just gonna PHAIL effing badly this time.

- Want to go out and sing K, play pool and watch movies.

- Freaking miss Allen but he's like MIA.

- Will be attending my cousin's wedding on the 10th of July and Xinying's wedding on the 11th of July

- Got nothing else to report.

Gosh my blog is so dead and not lively. Hmm i kinda want to give my blog a makeover. Always so black like very emo, dont you think? :/
And i guess it's time i changed my blog songs too. heheh.
Tomorrow's exam is Econs Case Study @ 8am. I dont want to go. -.-

OMGAWD M GOING TO SHANGHAIIIII

2010-05-30T14:50:00.002+08:00

WOW. Havent been updating since 2 weeks ago. -.-
Today's already almost the end of May..
Ana's Birthday was on the 28th.
GP MYE was on the 27th.
Holidays are here.
Exams gonna follow.
ARGHHH.

Haha i sound so stressed. (But i should be. LOL)

AAAAAAAAANYWAY,
I'm off to Shanghai in 3 days! SHIOK. Hopefully i wont die from heatstroke there lol.
ahhh i v lazy to elaborate eh.
v lazy to blog.
i wanna watch anime. LOL.
Kk byez :D

arghhhhhhhhhhhh im tired.

2010-05-12T21:43:00.004+08:00

Hello folks, i'm back again to talk about my life which consists pretty much of school and so imma talk about school stuff which is the bulk of my current life.
LOL.

Well i've been more slack than ever (okay maybe not since i do actually do my homework.. but i'm not hardcore so i guess it counts as slack)
AND YET IM MORE SHAG THAN EVER. Close to 10 pm and i'm already like =.= and X_X ..
WTH. i really dont know why im so effing tired. Weather perhaps? Cos i can usually survive well with 7 hours of sleep but now i need 8 hours and im still SHAG @__@

HELLLP MEHHHH T^T

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Recently a lot of unnecessary conflicts/misunderstandings/i-dont-know-how-else-i-can-put-it events.
Why are people so.. self-centered? Why is it so hard to be honest? Why can't we face the music? I think i really don't like to socialise with people. I should really go and be an environmentalist or something. Animals and plants are so much cooler than humans lol. At least they don't bitch or backstab or lie or criticise or compete. Stress de leh everytime have to face people. -.-
And it's worse at my workplace too. Bloody customers. LOL okay i shall stop whining.

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On a side note, i really need help in Math. Can't seem to get things right even after reading notes.. T_T
Help please? :/ I really wanna pass Math this time.. A levels coming le leh. Stresssss.

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On another side note, 3 more band practices and HURRAY I WILL STEP DOWN. ^_^
No more late wednesdays/ thursdays/ fridays/ come back to school on saturdays ANYMORE :D

Okay enough side notes. I shall go and sleep now. G'night!

Hello May

2010-05-07T19:14:00.002+08:00

Okay! It's already one week into May and... I haven't been doing pretty well.
I will give myself a 0.6 for my Happiness Index* this week. HAHA. Eh quite cool. I shall include Happiness Index* in my posts more often.
(*t/n: My version of Happiness Index is highly subject to my mood and should not be very reliable. HAHAHAHA)

Let me tell you why.
Firstly:Toothache ruins my mood 50% of the time
Secondly: Homework that i DONT KNOW how to do ruins my mood 40% of the time
Thirdly: Not enough sleep ruins my mood 60% of the time.
Fourthly: Money issues pretty much bug me all of the time. :/
Fifthly (If there is a 'fifthly' haha omg sounds like filthy) : THE WEATHER KILLS.

But there are good things too! Stuff such as:
- Bought Mario cap && 2 pants <3
- No CCA for the week! three cheers for muah.
- Passed Math test 13/13! (FIRST TIME EVER)
- I do my homework. :) :) :)
- Phone bill is settled.

Yepp so that's why my Happiness Index isn't that low. Woah i think it's kinda cool to include my very own Happiness Index. Gives me a good overview of stuff i did for the week too.

So anyway, China Trip Briefing today. Kinda eventful in a rather bad way cos... ARGH Long story. :/
But aw man it sucks to always be the odd one out. The feeling freaking sucks, srsly.
It's like in that exact moment you feel so.. on your own. Like no one gives a shit. It made me wonder if i'ver actually become too dependent on my friends. I wasn't like that before...
K i don't want to go on anymore.

M working tomorrow. Been 2 weeks since i worked. Haha. My pay will be in on the 15th this month. Hopefully my mum doesn't spend it. (zzz)
Oh well. Life.. kinda sucks, huh.

where did i go wrong?

Time for a change... of MUSIC!

2010-04-27T17:10:00.003+08:00

I've been DYING to change my playlist since ages ago and finally i have the time today to download all the songs I'm into.
Say HELLO to SAOSIN and SENSES FAIL <3.
Oh well, Alesana is also back on my playlist, along with A7x.
No more boring mornings with the SAME OLD SONGS :D
KYAA~
Yes i'm reverting back to METAL. I need more beats. MORE rhythm. More everything.

I am a very happy person today.

HOHOHO. :D
I shall sign off now. (need to do homework...)
BYE!

200th post.

2010-04-25T17:13:00.002+08:00

Hello world.

Life's been well, how shall i put it, eventful?

Good news first. :)
I am going to Shanghai this June yo! M visiting the World Expo. WOOTS.
Although it's China, I'm still elated like mad cos i can splurge there. Oh the benefits of having a stronger currency ^__^
What's more Yingtong, Yijin, Gary, Lester, Janzen, Sherlyn, Tita are going too! OMG so many people together!!! @_@
Can't wait for Shanghai manxzxzzz. WOOTS.

K on to the not so good news.
Apparently i pissed someone off or smth close to that line.
Initially i had hoped to resolve things but.

I don't think it's possible with the way things are.

What's done is done. I can't take it back. And neither can you.
But i won't be daunted.
It's okay if we speak in different voices.
We'll both move on. And hopefully we'll both be happier.

Things at home's still unstable. Makes me rather sad when i think about it. Money issues, siblings issues.. -.-

That's all for now. Oh and did i mention, it's my 200th post?
Hurray :D

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2010-04-23T22:37:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I really feel like i want to quit.
Quit studying.
Quit being nice.
Quit living up to people's expectations of me.
Cos everything I do is just WRONG.
Not enough of this. Too much of that. I should be less emo. I need to smile more. Should stop scolding siblings.

I wonder what happened to 'Just be yourself'. :/

So far so (not) good.

2010-04-08T12:07:00.002+08:00

Hello world. It seems that i've become more and more inactive (when it comes to blogging). IDK why but i guess it's cos of school (though school never stopped me from blogging before... till now) and perhaps cos my com is uber screwed up that i dont even bother turning it on.

Ah.. About my previous post...
Was pissed with my dad. and my mum. and my brother. -.- Long story.

I kinda forgave my mum and bro, but not yet my dad. I wonder why. I don't think i'm the type who can bear a grudge for years or months or even weeks but somehow this time, he really managed to piss me off so badly i wont even LOOK at him. Just the thought of him makes my blood boil, srsly. -.-

Anyway, the reason i'm blogging today is cos i'm really bored cos i'm not in school cos i have the worst combination of sickness ever. Diarrhea + headaches + fever. Yeap. According to the Doctor it's kinda like, a virus or something. So.. I was given 2 days of MC and here i am on my 2nd day of sick leave feeling... sick.

Oh. I've got my common test results back. Hmm. The results are as follows:

H1 MATH: ABSENT (MC)
H1 GP: D
H2 ECONS: D
H2 CSE: S (FAIL)
H2 GEOG: S (FAIL)

Right.... :/
Kinda sad, yet kinda.. no feelings also. Cos it's not like i worked really hard for those that i failed. :/ But tbh, when others got back their results, i wasn't happy (cos i compared). But it's human nature to compare right? :(
Sorry if i gave a glum face.. I was feverish and slightly upset. :(

Right, i think i shall sign off now because my headaches are back yet again to haunt me. -.-

PISSED LIKE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

2010-04-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

Back from hiatus. (somewhat)

2010-03-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hi folks. I'm back from EXAMSSSSSS. :D
Been some time since i blogged. :O

So anyway...

Watched How To Train A Dragon on Friday with my siblings plus Mum. AWESOME movie (esp when it's in 3D)!!! Worth every single buck. Night Fury rocks. LOL.

Went Orchard on Saturday to SCAPE to visit Vivian. Went to the flea market with Ying2 afterwards. Bought a shirt, $15 gone.
Went Causeway alone after that to buy myself a good pair of Plug-in earphones.. $35 gone. Skullcandy FTW. HAHA.

School starting tomorrow sia. WTH... Havent done homework -.-

Oh and i think my Geog's a GONER. Perhaps Econs wont be that bad. As for CSE... I just hope i can pass, or get an E at least.

I really can't wait for A's to end. I wanna work and earn money. Then i can spend it on the stuff i like. I want iPhone. I wanna personally renovate my room. Gonna throw all the worksheets away. All the books. Everything. I want a simple and neat room. ROAR. I want a PRO camera from Nikon. I want to go back to New Zealand. I wanna go RWS. I wanna be able to drive a car. I want a SEMI D. LOL. I wanna go camping at ECP >_<

ME WANTS EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGG!

But the good thing is it's already a quarter into the year.. 2 more quarters or so and tadahhhhh~ Freedom. K maybe it's not really a good thing..

OKEH. FOCUS. I'LL MAKE IT THRU A LEVELS SO I CAN ENJOY LIFE AFTERWARDS. :D

GAMBATTE! XD

2010-03-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

Im... Screwed.

TYPES OF ROCK

2010-03-12T19:49:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

It should be...

Igneous. Sedimentary. Metamorphic :D

Gosh it sure helps in revision. LOLOLOL

Time to start! (Hopefully.)

2010-03-09T18:43:00.003+08:00

TODAY:

Me to Friend A: Yo! have you studied so far?
Friend A: Huh? Yeah:)
Me: Whoah nice!
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Me to Friend B: Have you studied?
Friend B: Yeah.
Me: Oh wow. *amazed*
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Me to Friend C: Have you studied?
Friend C: Yeah i started.
Me:=.="
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Me to Friends A, B and C: Should i start studying?
Them: YES!
Me: =.="

WTH Why is everyone so hardworking? T_T
I feel so guilty cos i haven't started lor. zzz.
I think i should really start revision. But idk why i just feel like there's no need to worry. -.- is this overconfidence or smth? -.-

Grrrr... GP Common Test in 3 days' time. WOOTS.
Then one week March holidays.
Then Common Test for one week.
Then more hell to come... until A levels end.

My life is full of fun,huh.

K i go study now. BYEEEEEEEEEEE

2010-03-07T20:36:00.003+08:00

I spent a freaking day doing TNC research and i think i'm not gonna score well for this assignment. But i really tried to find info. Wasn't slacking :(
gahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Oh by the way i just wanna thank everyone that wished me a happy birthday.
Especially to those who bought me presents- ARIGATOU GOSAIMASU !! you guys are the sweetest bunch of people i've met and i'm glad we're still buddies even though we all have our own paths to follow now..
I really appreciate everything you guys have done for me!

And Allen! Even though you're not here in SG you still bothered to call me. TY lots too. ME LOVES YOU! HAHAHA. Better come back soon, i wanna play xbox with you. HAHAHAHA.

K i gtg now cos i still have unfinished work to attend to..

Wii :D

2010-03-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

YOYO XD I'm backkkkkkkkkkk.
So anyway on the 14th day of the Lunar New Year..

Went to work. HA. Lame.
Met Benie after work :D:D:D:D
Shopped at 313. Ate at Orchard Central [MOS Burger FTW]. Went Ya-kun for coffee. HAHAHAHA.
Headed home after walking around aimlessly. Benie came to my house. Ying came too.
Played wii till late at night. 11pm.
Benie went home.
Ying2 decided to ton after we talked until 3 am+++ -.-

Next morning...
Woke up with red eyes plus this weird 'hangover' i get after staying up...
Pretty nice ending don't ya think?
HAHA okeh PICS next!

Introducing.. BENIEEEEEEEEE. :D:D:D
& Sunny my pet bird!
He looks like he kena forced to smile lidat -.-

NEVERTHELESS, we shall move on. HAHA

Second shot w/o flash! Apparently my house's lighting need to be changed. -.- Freaking shit.

Ying2 & Benie shot number one. After i snapped the pic he shouted 'EH!' cos he wasn't ready. kk Paiseh. Take 2!

After i took the pic im like -.- wth so vulgar.
Then i told them what their hand sign meant.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
EPIC EXPRESSIONS.

Ying trying to make out with Sunny. -.-

Brought to you by ANGIE-SAMA.

Will update soon since WATASHIWA'S BDAY IS COMIN SOOOON.
Haha kk BYEEEEEEEEEEE

My CNY post :D (not really)

2010-02-20T17:34:00.004+08:00

Okeh! First and foremost Happeee belated Bday Doug-ass! Grats on getting yourself a girlfriend. HAH. Hope it goes well. :D You better remember my Bday. :D

Second and not foremost I went pooling with my Pool Buddies on Friday. WOOT. K i didn't really improve much cos my stamina not good.. After few matches my accuracy sure drop. God knows why -.-
But i'm still kinda happy because i won Andee 4 times consecutively. WUAHAHAHA. But then when i'm playing with doug i stress until i lose him. WTH right.
Nevertheless, meeting up was nice. I never expected that we'd be keeping in touch like we are now. Cos like.. we weren't close in secondary school. But now it seems like they're my closer sec sch buddies besides Ying2 and the rest. Heehee. Life's full of surprises. :D

Kk moving on.
Ahem! I've decided to get iPhone once my contract expires. I dont care if i have to use my own money since i've been working... iPhone ftw!!! I shall pray for time to pass faster. HA.

NEXT! I REALLY NEED TO START STUDYING.
Which is what im planning to do after i finish blogging.
Not planning to quit LG as yet.. Still considering if i should stay on. So i think studying is gonna be quite xiong for me.

Tight tight schedule. :(

Then there's my birthday. Should i or should i not have a BBQ? Cos if i do i have to work with Nayilei & i will postpone the 'celebration' till March Hols. Like 13th March. Well actually it's really not so much my bday it's more of a get-together so we can all catch up with each other. HOW HOW HOW?
I feel so goddamn lazy. Ugh. K if you(whoever you are LOL) see this please tag meh. See what you prefer then i prolly will plan. If no one tags me it shows im a loser. HAHAHA.

There's nothing much to say already because i've talked enough so BAI!!
Happy Chinese New Year! WOOOOTS.

my blog is NOT dead! Readers dont run!

2010-02-17T20:59:00.002+08:00

K i think i lost quite a lot of my readers cos i checked Nuffnang and the hits per day are pathetic.
But i still want to thank my faithful readers of this dying blog. hahahaha.

CNY was rather boring.. Same stuff like always (Reunion dinner, visiting Gparents' house, praying..)
I didn't even bother looking nice this year. I wore t-shirt plus jeans. Cool right? =P

CNY days passed damn fast cos I played Resident Evil: The Darkside Chronicles [Wii] throughout when i wasn't visiting. Even completed the game. Wuahahaha.

School started today. -.- & I have not enough sleep once again. And i have 2 ulcers which i absolutely hate to have because it ruins my appetite like totally. -.-

GAHHH. Common Test is starting to haunt me too. T^T Help mehhhh. Me needs to start mugging soon... After i get sufficient sleep. HAHA.

Went to NUS for a Geog Career Fair Talk today. I think majoring in Geo isnt too bad. Has quite alot of job oppts. I think i shall be considering it. Hah. No more psychology for me i guess. Cos they say Psychology is VERY mathematical and i DONT LIKE mathematical things. What's more, it's SIX years. PLUS it's freaking competitive too. So it's prolly a nono for me. =P

Well, i shall work hard for the coming A's so that hopefully i can get into NUS. :D

Kkz i shall eat and go sleep because i'm dying from the lack of sleep. :(

And so.....

2010-02-11T19:38:00.003+08:00

WOOT. Been a busy week. Haven't been online in a few days now. hah.
School's gonna be kinda hectic when we go back after CNY cos IS will come in ull swing. T_T
And common test is coming soon too.. in Term 2.

GG to me. =.=

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Bought a Nintendo Wii recently.
thats also part of 'why i didn't have time for my computer'.. HAHAHA
Mario is fun okeh. WOOHOO.

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OGLs/SC peeps have been misssing a lot of lessons :(
So for 2 weeks half our class is gone.. Which is pathetic because other classes only have 1 or 2 missing classes but ours. LOL. It's like mass ponten session or smth.

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& YAY i'll be watching Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief tomorrow ater School.
3rd Movie of the year! COOOOOOOL :D :D :D :D
I'm turning into a movie freak. Hah.

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I wanna play pool some time. Been close to a month since i last played. :( I WANT TO PLAY POOL NAO >_<>

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K i know this post is very random and disorganized but i can't help it cos i have too many things to say but i have no way of linking them up.
LOL.

K i gotta go. BYE:D

i can't seem to shake this feeling off.
sucks to feel this way.
GAHHHHH.

Ohkayyyyy...

2010-02-01T22:24:00.004+08:00

I told the doctor about my skin being prone to the stupid Sun today when i went to the Doc's cos i was running a temperature.
Here's how the conversation went.

Me: Uhm, I'd like to know if it's actually a problem if i get sun-burnt really easily.
Doc: What do you mean by 'easy'?
Me: I can stay under the sun for 2 hours and my face turns red. And my friends' faces stay the same colour.
Doc: Oh. Put sunscreen everyday. Before you leave the house.
Me: That's it?
Doc: Yes. Isnt that how you combat the Sun's rays?
Me: Yeah..

Why is the doctor asking me questions instead? How would i know that the only way to fight UV rays is sunscreen siol. LOL.
I thought it might be some other skin problem mah. WTH.
But oh well. The conversation's kinda funny. Not how you'd expect a doctor to respond. LOL.

Gahhh.. I'm not getting any better. And it sucks. :(

Just for laughs.

2010-01-29T21:10:00.003+08:00

K my life's just filled with:
-School & Band (Mondays to Fridays)
-work (Saturdays)
-and rest (Sundays)...

Life's so saddening sia wth.
I so look forward to life AFTER A Levels.

Went back to my Secondary school today.
There was this particular someone that asked me where i was schooling at.
Bewildered and wide-eyed i answered 'Pioneer JC'.
And she said 'Oh okay.' *turns away*
WTH. I think i freaking deserve some credit for making it to JC lor please -.-
Considering the class i came from and the 'standard' i'm supposed to be at, it was more or less a miracle i made it.
You obviously knew i was from PJC and yet you didn't acknowledge it. And you live in the vicinity. You sure you've never seen someone in PJ uniform?
You make me sick. Ugh.

K back to my saddening life.

DESUMON is as cute as ever >_< kyaaaaaaaaaa~
On a side note i srsly need to stop liking my junior. -.-
And i said my life was sad.. The irony.... LOL.
Oh and by 'like' i mean as in just 'like' cos he's cute. HAHAHAHAHA.

WTH i'm being so random. K i need to stop. now.
Will blog soon i guess. :D

SLEEP DEPRIVATION

2010-01-24T13:03:00.004+08:00

I think Im exhausting myself a lot T__T

School ends at 3.30 on Monday,
2.30 on Tuesday but i have Geog consultation So it ends... 3 plus 4 plus?
6 plus on Wednesday cos of Band.
8 plus on Thursday cos of Band.
3.30 on Friday cos of Math remedial for noobs like me T_T & then i go to my Secondary School for Band cos of an upcoming concert in March & I AM PARTICIPATING!
Saturday have to work till 2pm. But i need to wake early. @__@
& I sleep at 12 almost every night.

So inevitably i sleep the most on Sundays and end up sleeping 12 hours instead of the 'usual' 6 hours...

WHY SO SHAG! GRRR.
To be deprived of sleep is a torture man, srsly.

Z

2010-01-20T16:46:00.002+08:00

Can I jump from a E/D/C grade to Bs and As for my A Levels? :/
They say that we should begin with the end in mind. But what if our 'End' is something we cannot reach?

So not motivated lah...
Geog Test tomorrow summore. TSK.

I shall blog another time. My stomach's hurting like crap.

I've spent too much LOL.

2010-01-17T10:06:00.005+08:00

Hello world :D

I somehow feel the urge to blog. Yet i don't have much to say. o.O
I've been like that recently. I'll feel like blogging but when I come to 'New Post' my mind becomes blank. LOL?

Random, i know.

Ah anyway I just got nagged at by my Mum-.-
She says I've been spending too much of her money. Let's take a look at what i've done...

$140 for lenses.
$20 for lense solution.
$290 for glasses. (No kidding-.-)
$59.90 for bag.
$29.90 for a top.
$26.90 for my new Billabong wallet.
$60 for rebonding my hair.
$10 for new haircut.$69.90 for Converse shoes.
$20-30 spent at the movies & pool with Doug, Andee & Ying on Friday.

......

Somehow... I agree with her to a large extent. LOL.
Eh but considering i hardly spent a cent last year.. It's okay what. zzz. I hate it when she complains and whine about how i 'keep spending' when she was the one who asked me to buy whatever that i need.

Trust me, i wouldn't have bought a new wallet/top/bag if it weren't for her k.

Ah but what's spent is spent right? :D
No use crying over spilled money. LOL.

Aights i gotta go study now.
Oh before that! I got $400 for my bursary! (clap n cheer pl0x) I think it's Good Progress Award or something.
I'll totally work hard for Prelims man. I wanna take bursary AGAIN. WAHAHAHAHA~

K i'll go now.

BLACK N WHITE

2010-01-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

Dearest 2010..
Life's.. just black and white to me.
Maybe it's time i find some warmth to melt my stone-cold self.

Maybe it's just me.

2010-01-14T21:21:00.002+08:00

It's funny how we used to be the best of friends and now we just can't be bothered with each other.
I wonder how it came to this.
Maybe it's just me that's reading too much into it.
But perhaps it was you who decided to give it all up a long time ago.

Goodbye.

what else is there to say to you?

A long journey ahead...

2010-01-12T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.

My most sincere apologies for the lack of updates. And anyway my updates are like so.. short nowadays.

Ah but anyway I'd just thought that it'd be nice if i shared with you guys how im actually doing right now. -.-

YESTERDAY:
-O Level results were released (not mine -.-).

It kinda brought me back to when i got my results. I remember i felt almost no emotion when i got my results. Sure i was pleased with it. But i wasn't smiling. I don't know why though. It puzzles me to this day.

And then i found out that a lot of people didn't do as well as they had expected for their 'O's.. It kinda scared me a little. It gave me the jitters. Will i do the same for my 'A's?
I know what i'm saying right now might be sensitive to people lah but I really mean no offense. It just triggered off some kind of fear in me. I'm scared for my 'A's...

YESTERDAY&TODAY:
- Start of school term.

School hours aren't that long anymore but it doesn't mean we have less things to do. Most teachers aim to finish the whole syllabus by the start of Term 3.
IDK. Everything is just so fast to me out of a sudden. Felt kinda lost actually. What if i can't catch up?

TODAY:
-School & Band

Well its only the second day of school and i'm already worn out like shit.
During band = STONING SESSION or something. -.- I couldn't even focus.
Vision was blurry too(cos i wore contact lenses and i didn't blink LOL)

Oh and i decided not to go for the concert anymore.
I don't really have a fav band or something... So yeah. Nevermind about the concert already.

K i'm srsly DEAD TIRED.

SEE YA.

I WANT TO GO

2010-01-10T13:59:00.003+08:00

BOYS.LIKE.GIRLS ASIA TOUR 2010:

DATE:
28 Jan 2010
Thursday, 8pm

DURATION:
Approx 60 mins

VENUE:
Compass Ballroom, Resorts World Sentosa

TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee):
Standard - S$98, S$78

OH MY EFFING GOD.
I want to go!
Does anyone else ant to?
Gahh. I'm still contemplating leh.

Thursday is a school day.
2010 is A Level year.

Walao.

To go or not to go?!

... On a side note, I haven't done my Econs. I AM SO SCREWED. :D

Not-so-random stuff

2010-01-06T15:51:00.003+08:00

I heart This Providence.
I Absolutely LOVE their songs.

Woots. :)

ANW~!
Pooled with Andee yesterday night. :)

Lost the first 3-4 rounds. I kept losing la. WTH right. I left like 1-2 balls lor. NABUEYS.

After that the tables turned and i won him 3-4 times straight in a row. WOOTS.
Total PWNAGE. He lost by at least 2 balls. Once, i won and he had 4 balls left. WUAHAHAHA.
I like winning :D (Whoah i am damn evil..)
Revenge is sweeeeet.
No actually idk why i suddenly felt like i was gonna win and ended up owning him. Had no intentions to PWN okay? Hahah.

Was fun. I wanna pool sometime again!!

I see that a lot of my friends are using Tumblr. Maybe i should get one too?Hmm. :/

ALL.STAR

2010-01-04T21:39:00.001+08:00

New shoes for a new term :D
Like finally i can get myself a decent pair of shoes la wth -.-

I am so pathetic :/ I can only afford a pair of shoes after working. ZZZ.
K wait I am not supposed to despair.

YAY i got new shoes. LOL.
Payday is on the 15th. Bursary is on the 16th. ME WANTS IT NOW.

Hello.

2010-01-03T19:29:00.001+08:00

Do you believe in second chances?
I hope you do. :D

Hello 2010 :)

Life has been rather pleasant so far.
Let's hope it stays that way, shall we?

A New Year.

2009-12-30T12:52:00.001+08:00

Took this pic of my Calendar with my sis's digi-cam. Heh.

December's coming to an end.
But i wonder if it's a time to rejoice? Everyone's so happy about it. -.-
So many things awaiting me next year. So many things to do.
I'm stressed out just thinking about it. Tsk.
Resolutions for the coming year?

I got none. HA.

See ya next year dudes! M going East Coast on New Year's Eve to ton.
P.S. The ton-ing has nothing to do with Eve.
Okay maybe it does. LOL.

SIAN.

2009-12-27T14:59:00.003+08:00

I am super broke. T__T

I.NEED.MONEHHHH. :(

Curse my stupid pay. Tch. i can only get it on the 15th of Jan. Could be later also.
NB. WTH. WALAO.

2009's coming to an end. :(
idk how to face the new year. A levels leh. Prolly gonna have to mug like there's no end.
& i've never even mugged. Okay maybe i did. For promos. But it was 2 months of mugging? Imagine 10 months of continuous mugging.
NB. WTH. WALAO.

Math retest on the 4th of Jan. :(
& i havent done a single piece of homework. tsk.

Byebye. I go emo liao. Lols.

New Zealand :):):)

2009-12-15T12:01:00.056+08:00

YOOOOOSH.
The long awaited post is finally here! Sorry for making you guys wait. Apart from being rather busy, i was also rather lazy. LOL.
OI, put yourself in my shoes. call u upload a few hundred pics u want or not? No right? >:O
So quit complaining!

Yeah so anyway NZ was fun. i loved it there. SUGOI DESU. KYAAA~

-End-

LOL Ive gotta be crazy if i really ended there. K lah here goes the real thing. This one's gonna be one hell long of a post. You read until u die ah i tell u. XD

Day 1:
@ Changi Airport = SIAN. =.=
Wanna go overseas need so many procedures one meh. T_T
At around 8 am. Gave Benie a call. (No answer though >.<) Smsed him instead. :)

Boarded the plane. Took off.
After a 10 hour flight, landed in Auckland, New Zealand. It was close to 12 am in NZ :)
What greeted us was a rainy night sky with a UBER cold temperature of 15 Degrees Celsius!

Checked in into the Hotel. Shared a room with viv & 3 other S12 people.
Slept at 2.10 am Nz time, woke at 8 am. @_@

Day 2:

Jet lag sets in! UBER SHAGNESS!

Oh and my FIRST unfortunate event, My luggage's lock not working. -.-
After breakfast still no luck, i can't open my luggage.
yingtong came to the rescue and lent me her spare lock. i pry-ed open the zip thingy & hurray, problem solved. :D
THANKS ALOT YINGTONG! YOU ROCK. TYTYTY!

Went to Auckland CBD.
Aights, Pictures next! :D

Subway, eat fresh!

K one thing about their CBD is that it's NOTHING like Orchard. There's hardly any humans. -.- And even if there are 1/2 of them are Asian. @_@ So yeap, no hot guys. HAHAHA. & actually there are at least 10 more pics to upload but im effing lazy so i wont upload. HAHAHAHA :P

So anyway we were to do a survey. i forgot what's it about though. LOL so i shall not elaborate further. :D:D

3 hour long journey to Waitomo. NZ IS VERY VERY VERY VERY VAST!! I LOVE THEIR LANDSCAPES. SRSLY.

NZ HAS:

COWS
SHEEP
HORSES
PIGS
DEER

freaking a lot of animals right! ROAR. I also want! :(

HAHA Okay okay, i'll let the pics do the talking. :)

Our Day 2 accomodation! I 'live' on the creepy left hand side. the bottom one is for Viv & I, the top one is Ms Leong n Ms Felicia Lim's. It's really very creepy. :( It's like a potential place for a horror story to take place.
And yes, when i say it's creepy, it really is. (If you get what i mean xD)

Viv pulling her huge-ass luggage into our room.

Our balcony :)

Our room number. 38.

YiJin posing for me :) So sweet right? Haha.

Oh & guess what i found in my room? Scroll down to find out! Teeheehee.

Still no clue?

I think you're getting there now. :)

Can see anot!? HAHAHAHA

*EVIL GRIN*

& if it doesnt creep you out enough, HERE'S A CLOSEUP ONE. No i didn't zoom. i really went that close. :):):) I have pics that are even closer than the one below. But i know you guys dont like spiders so... Nevermind lor. :(

ISSIT COOL OR WHAT?! SO HUGE LEH! KYAAA~ ^__^
SPIDERS ROCK MY WORLD, SRSLY. OH AND VIV WAS THE ONE WHO FOUND IT. SHE SCREAMED IN THE TOILET LAH. SCARED ME LEH. I THOUGHT WHAT HAPPEN. SPIDER NIA MA.

WHUAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA. I WAS SO HAPPY CAN?! HAHA.

K moving on now. Lmao.

PICS PICS PICS.

LOL @ Felicia Lim's expression. HAHAHAHA.

Ms Leong, Miss Lim, friends and I! :D

& on we go to waitomo caves! (Day 3)

Unfortunately, i cannot take pics in there so... you wont see the glowworms. But there's pics of me so rejoice! LOL :)

My fav pose. STARRRRR. :D:D

& no i'm not retarded i purposely didnt face the camera one okeh. LOL.

Oh and we went trekking thru a forest. Damn awesome. Cos the weather is just SOOOO pleasantly cooling! It's like a breeze to walk through a forest with slippery paths and steep steps and stuff. Like no cake eh! Though i must admit it was a lil tiring. BUT with the weather being nice n cooling it makes things soo much easier lah. cos you know, no sweat mah. LOL

YingTong coming out from a lil cave passageway. :D Rivers used to flow through it! But all the plate movement and stuff caused the rivers to subside so no more river! :D

I had to run up the steps to get this pic taken LOL :/ SHAG. Yingtong n Yijin still smile so happily -.-

Entering a small cave! Yijin looks amazingly white. =.=''

& after that, we continued to walk through the forest. Brings back SOO much memories as i write this blog post sia! OMG. I LOVE NZ<3>

This fern is kinda like one of their national icons. i forgot the name of this fern arghhh. -.- but as u can see it's so cute. LOL. KK moving on..

After that! we move on to our next accomodation! Apparently we went to a higher altitude area.. so the place is rather mountainous.. And with higher altitude comes...

LOWER TEMPERATURES!

AWESOME OR WHAT! HAHAHAHAHA. Had to wear gloves for the first time! FREAKING COLD THERE CAN >_< OH BUT the scenic view is.. EFFING AWESOME.

SO! i shall cut myself short. Enjoy the pictures! (uploading them was a pain in the ass. =.=)

Our accommodation!

YELLOW FLOWERS LEH. A WHOLE FIELD OF THEM SUMMORE. & THE MOUNTAIN AT THE BACK IS JUST.. UBER UBER COOL.

>_<

& so the cam-whoring starts! LOLOLOL.

FLOWERS & PLANTS. :D

YOU GOTTA LOVE THE CLOUDS DONT CHA?

I LIKE THIS PIC COS IT'S LIKE THE HOUSE IS SO PUNY AND THE SKY'S SO MERCILESS & IT'S GONNA DEVOUR THE PLACE UP. ROAR.

We each take turns to stand in the middle of a highway and take pictures. :D we're a daring bunch of kids huh! GO GO YIJIN GO DONT DIE!

MY TURN MY TURN. I WONT DIE! >:0

YINGTONG CANT DO IT ON HER OWN SO I ACCOMPANY HER! GO GO YINGTONG DONT DIE! LOL K I KNOW IM LAME. -.-

And so after sight-seeing and cam-whoring we went back into our hotel to eat dinner & turn in for the night! Believe it or not it was alr evening when we took our pics. Yepp!

On to Day FOUR!

Gloomy morning! :( Was kinda sad cos cannot see the pretty mountain anymore. And we were supposed to climb mountains one leh. The weather's so unpredictable! :(

& like i said, the weather's.. UNPREDICTABLE! The skies started to clear little by little..

& little by little, the skies cleared..

& there we have it! CLEAR SKIES! We can climb mountains! YAY.

What you see next is really breathtaking. At least it is, to me. :)

Yep you got it right, SNOW Mountain!

But before climbing mountains, we visit a disaster site where lahars from e volcano came down and ruined the area & caused a train to crash on xmas eve, 1953.

Below's a memorial for those who died there. :(

The river which the lahars flowed into when the volcano erupted.

Note the deposits. it's all remnants of the lahars. Cool ah.

Viv wants to take group picture. Lol. Lester's the only guy seh. xD

Next we take a short walk through another forest :)

K the pic below is one of my faves :D It gives me a feeling of a never ending journey. A little bit of solitude. A little bit of life. idk. It's just nice lah k. LOL.

K anyway.. we enter the forest!

Rimu tree! :D

some weird fern. Lol.

Next destination! Silica Rapids walk! (The mountain climb)

Our bus broke down.. so we need to walk there. :(
Nevermind, it's a good experience. hahah.

& so we embark on our journey to the mountains!

And after a good 20-30 minutes(could be more)!

YAY. UP WE GO!

& OMFG. Most of you know i LOVE Lord Of The Rings(LOTR) right?
Guess what i managed to see!

MOUNT DOOOOOOOOOOOM!
OMG SCREAM WITH ME NAO!

ARGHHHHHHHHH. COOLEST THING IVE SEEN IN NZ!
WOOOOOTS. MOUNT DOOM!

A CONFIRM-MUST-TAKE-PIC-WITH!
KYAAA~

OMG Mount Doom is just awesome... @_@
K i gotta move on. :'(

& finally, Silica Rapids! the yellow yellow river bed is sulphur! :D

Xuanmin, Yijin, Yingtong :)

The teachers :)

Me & Mount Doom XDXD I can't get enough of it! GOSH.

HOHOHO. So that was it for Day 4. A lot of exploring and walking. :):)

Day 5 & 6:

Good Day! Damn nice weather! No rain! :D:D

HUKA FALLS IS AWESOME<33333333>

Behold! Huka Falls! <3

Went to visit a geothermal power station. COOL place. XD

Look at the amount of steam man! @_@ Scary. But nice! hahaha.

I like this pic cos it looks like a vertical cloud. =P

Yingtong & Lester :D

& then we proceeded to the World's NEWEST Geothermal system. It's a volcano with a lot of craters :D

Looks v tropical right? It was frigging hot lor :(

The lake at th bottom is a crater! >:O Cool righttttttttt.

GEOTHERMAL stuffs! OMG look at the steam go! Guess how hot is the lake??

40 Deg?
100 Deg?
200 Deg?

WRONG. 400 Degrees Celsius. No joke!

Be a man! Do the right thing! DONT LITTER. LOLOLOL.

Got steam coming out from the cracks and fissures in the rock. I bet you one day, the rock will explode cos all the pressure is gonna build up. The place v unstable one lor.

River full of algae. EEEEEW. Oh the river's around 90 degrees. It's scarily crazy. No wonder volcanoes are to be avoided at all costs. YIKES!

The river is.. so very full of ALGAE.

The pic below is like a little volcano. Lol k lah it's a little geyser i guess? :O

The next pic's gonne be damn chio. Cos the water is like effing clear blue. But guess what? It isnt pure water. It's pure acid. pH 2.7... Not bad right? >:) KAKOI DESU!

Uh right, so anyway we got out of the volcano soon after and headed for luge ride. :) :)
OH LOL AND I DEVELOPED A FEVER RIGHT AFTER WE LEFT THE NATURAL GEOTHERMAL SYSTEM. -.-
& So i went for the luge ride with a spinning head. Heng i never die halfway ah. We rode down a small hill leh. LOL.

Oh saw this on the way there so just thought i'd put it up. :D

@ the luge.. i didn't take much pics cos it's like uhh.. i don't feel safe bringing along a camera when i am driving. LOL. When i drive i don't shoot. :D:D

Had a nice view at the top of the hill. Okay maybe mountain. :D

After the luge we checked in into another hotel. This time the room belongs to Yingtong, Yijin, Viv and I. Like finally. :D

Oh and here's where i spent the night running a fever. :)
& Thank you Yingtong, for taking care of me and helping me to change towel while i slept soundly after eating panadol. Thank you teachers as well, for monitoring my temperatures & making me wear a mask to sleep LOL. No srsly, thank you for being concerned :D

The next morning.... (Day 6)

Went to an animal farm after measuring a river. Paiseh, i dont have pics of the fieldwork Lol. So i can only show you animals. HAHAHA. Eh but the river fieldwork was damn fun. Yingtong's slippers floated away and Lester saved her slippers. Or was it Jimmy? LOL.

K anyway, introducing....

Mac the stalker pig.
He srsly followed the whole bunch of us throughout our journey at the farm. XD
Ms Leong's fav. :D
Oh wait it's a SHE.

Mac's parent.. idk if it's the dad or the mum.

A random bunch of hungry ducks. Lol.

Deer.

Elk. There's a difference jsyk. :)

Huge-ass horse Serocco. He's really v big. :(

black sheep. baaaaaa.

Emu.

Pony.

Baby PIGGIES! (I know they're called piglets.)

They are like, a few hours old? Uber cute can? Oh and there was one piglet that's damn mischievous. He came out of his nest!

So daring can.. And if it wasn't enough, he crawled under the fence and out onto the pathway where we were. -.-
See everyone's feet? & i don't think i zoomed in to take the pic.. So yeah, he came up close and personal with us! Naughty piglet!

Next, we went to visit a river that's damed up so there's hardly any water in the river.But the point is to see potholes :D

POTHOLE! AND A VERY BIG ONE >_<>

Oh we went to the Marae to spend the night. It's uh.. Maori culture exchange :D I didn't take pics cos i was too lazy. And i was running out of memory. :D:D:D But The Maori people are very interesting people. I like them! The Haka ROCKS. Our guys did the Haka too. Epic phail. LOLOL.

Day 7(LAST DAY @ NZ):

We went to a lake filled with deposits cos i think it's the river mouth? Idk. Kinda forgot. I'm not a reliable source of information. Dont take what i said seriously. LOL.
We dug out cockles for our data analysis and tabulated results and stuff. Was fun. And Jimmy called me a sea slug WTF. -.-
K anyway.. Pics next. Haha.

otw there.
I like how they do the sign with an 'X'. Very cool. XD

Our destination. :)

Oh I found a flounder aka flatfish. It was trying to camouflage on my feet can. -.-''

Other sea creatures we found apart from cockles. O.O
I love my macro mode Lol.

WENT MOUNTAIN CLIMBING AFTER THAT. SHAG-EST DAY EVER. :/
BUT WE MADE IT! WOOTS.
I SWEAR I NEARLY DIED THO. BLAME IT ON MY ASTHMA. T__T
K nevermind, i'm still alive, that's what matters. HAHAHA.

AIGHTS, PICS NEXT. finally this blog post is ending. =.= Took so long.

Oh btw the mountain is beside the sea. so all the pics you're about to see are all.. the sea. :D

Seashells everywhere!

Behold.. the Pacific Ocean <3>

Went shopping.
Made our way back to the airport. :(

Oh well. All good things come to an end.

THE END.

YAY. NEW ZEALAND

2009-12-03T18:13:00.001+08:00

I'll be at the airport in about 12 hours from now :):)

Will be back on the 11th.

BYEBYE SINGAPORE >_<

HELLO NEW ZEALAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CANT WAIT. GOSH. :D

uhm random stuffs. :D:D

2009-11-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

WOOTS. I finished my I.S proposal. Though i think i kinda crapped a lot. HAHAHAH.
But nevermind, first draft only, and anyway i kinda haven't really figured out what i'm doing also. @_@ cos when i was typing it out i felt a bit lost.

But oh well, as i've said. Draft 1 ONLY. I still got 1 more chance so it's gonna be alright, hopefully.

Went to National library with Andee today.
I needed to go 7th floor cos that's where all the references are but cos Andee brought his study materials along he cldnt enter. Ended up on separate levels, me on the 7th, him at Basement 1 LOL!

We reached arnd 2.30pm. I finished at 4 pm. & when i went down to basement 1 to look for Andee but guess what???
He was nowhere to be found! >:0

Guess where he went?

The ARCADE @ Bugis Junction. WTF! -.-
People researching he go arcade play basketball >:0
Bring study materials for what siaaaaaaaaa! TCHH.
LOL but anyway i'm not pissed at him in case you're wondering. But still, bloody hell.

& he was the one who said he want to follow. Loser. -.- -.- -.- -.- -.-

HAHA but anyway, the worst is over for now cos I.S. proposal is done! ^__^ WOOTS.

OH & IM FLYING SOON! ON THE 4TH OF DEC!
WHERE TO YOU ASK?
NEW ZEALAND! YIPEE. YAY.

I'm gonna be gone for 8 days so don't miss me aights ;D
(if you don't miss me, no xmas presents for you :D)

HAHA. BYEBYE!

WHADDAFUG. -.-''

2009-11-28T21:06:00.003+08:00

OMG lah. i cant imagine taking so many buses/trains in one day. srsly tiring @_@
So anyway, here's how it went. *sighs*

Woke up at 6.30 am. prepared, left house.
LRT to CCK > MRT to Jurong East > Bus 97 to workplace.
After work which ended at 2.30...
Bus to Habourfront(nearest MRT station around my workplace.) > Outram Park to switch to Green Line > Bugis > walked to National Library to do my I.S.
After which, took 960 to BPP > changed bus to 190 > Home Sweet Home.

8 times sia. FREAKING 8 times need change buses/trains to travel from place to place. I tell you, i'm so gonna get a car when i grow up. Screw ERP. im not gonne fuss over that. >:O

Haha, I'm finally getting the hang of things at work. I can finally FACE customers though i still a bit blur. LOL. Cust. Svc stress one okay, cannot say convincing things, cannot say rude things, must always maintain SMILE, cannot give own opinions... =.=''

Lemme explain the opinions part. Like sometimes the customers start a conversation with you and comment on the products.. I can't say anything bad even if i want to. But yet i cannot say good things also.. cos if it's really good, why he/she need come down to repair? Coincidentally the unlucky one? LOL. Hard to please people leh. I am sick of it.
I sometimes wonder how my sis can stay in her position for so many years. Good endurance skills. xD

I am going National Lib. tmr again.. I need to chiong proposal. SIAN! :( :( :(

& SORRY YIJIN. I really wanted to go IMM with you. But.. My.. Proposal.. T__T
Im starting to miss Yam, Simin Ain. roar.

told you im not dead :)

2009-11-25T20:06:00.004+08:00

YO. Konichiwa :)

I've been watching Bleach. Eps 70 at the moment wuahahahaha.
And uh. I've got work tomorrow.
I havent started on my I.S(Independent Studies) for CSE.

I DIE LIAO. T_T

But uh i'm planning to go down to the library on Friday & Saturday to do the research n stuff. Proposal need hand in on Monday :(
I haven't done anything lah. tsk. I hope 3 days to chiong would be sufficient. I wanna watch bleach one leh walao. =.=''

Met Ashley last night. Hah. Our talk was so nostalgic. Talked about the past and stuff. Funny how both of our lives turned out so different.
And LOL? We both got the same number of Ex-steadies. Laughed so hard at it cos he never once counted how many he got till last night. Damn funny. XD
HAHAHA and he taught me smoking etiquette. NOW i know what to do and what not to do in front of a smoker. Thanks a million LOL~
The funniest part was when he said his name in Chinese. Sounded like a Malay tryna speak Chinese LOL.

Nice one Ashley. hahahaha.

A boring Sunday.

2009-11-22T19:44:00.003+08:00

-Goodbye Khalis & Luqman. All the best!

-Bon voyage Yam, Simin, Ain. Have fun!

-Happy holidays to all! LOL :D:D

i very lazy blog sia. -.-''
my life very un-happening one lor. :(

Will blog soon. Just know that i'm not dead! :)

2009-11-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

When all you see around you is fun & joy but you're excluded, all you'd wanna do...
is to go home and sleep
& wait for time to pass
and hope for a better tomorrow.

& if tomorrow doesn't change
you'll continue to wait for another tomorrow.
& another one.
& another one.

& when you finally can't wait,
then there's no point holding on to it either.

Letting go is a better alternative. Trust me.

FIRST DAY AT WORK

2009-11-14T20:59:00.003+08:00

YOOOSH.

So today was my first day at work. In fact it's my first time working also. xD
& how was it?

Uh well things went well i guess, except for one part, where i tio kan by angmoh T__T
Cos she asked me to phone the taxi company. & i didnt know if i could do that -.-'' when in fact i could cos i found out later. but IDK what! first timer! :(
I asked her to wait a moment, she immediately go take feedback form say wanna complain me. T__T
Demoralized me so much can? :( *sobs*

Ah well but Jean told me it was okay so i guess.. Since I wasn't really in the wrong. I didn't refuse her mah, i asked her to wait. :/ So after a while i stopped emo-ing. XD

Oh btw Jean was the one who showed me/told me what to do etc etc. :) she work there quite long ler. haha.

And i think i really gotta thank Yingtong, for introducing me to such a high-pay job with only one working day per week ^__^
TYTY! you're much appreciated! YINGTONG RAWKS. LOL

Learnt a lot of things today.

#1: When serving customers, must look confident/stable or else they'll step all over me (like today) :(
#2: Must be alert, cannot stone. LOL ( i stoned. ooops. )
#3: have breakfast before i go to work next time. :( (yeap, you guessed it. I DIDN'T have my breakfast= starve for 6 hours straight)
#4: Must set 2 alarms. I can't wake up at 6.30 am. T_T
#5: I DONT need to look so guai lar! *ROARS* i dont care the next time i report to work imma let my hair down!
#6: I learnt how to key in the appropriate terms/keywords/data. HOPEFULLY i don't forget. :D

Lesson #1 really v impt. MUST.LOOK.PROFESSIONAL. I'LL TRY MY BEST.

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This time im really broke. Just got scolded my parents, WTH. My life is so sad and dull. TSK.
I want to live life like my sis! @_@ I want PS3 & XBOX.

I WANT DSLR! >:0
I WANT MONEY! ROAR.

2009-11-13T15:47:00.000+08:00

SCREW YOU.

I hate my family.

random thoughts XD

2009-11-11T12:35:00.004+08:00

YOOOOOOOOSH! :D

IDK why but i feel like i haven't been blogging enough :/
WHY?

Haha. Oh well anyway, m kinda high now cos PW IS OFFICIALLY OVER.
AND! remember the job interview at LG i told you about?

I'm accepted! Woohoo! Hip hip hurray for Angie-sama. LOL
I'll be working every Saturday from now on. Cool huh! Short hours some more k :D From 8+ in the morning till 2pm in the afternoon. Which means i can still be free on Saturdays. How cool is that! >:0

Can play pool liao. xD Haha jkjk. What i meant to say was.. I can SAVE the money for other purposes. XD

Hahaa and to the peeps that have been hogging for the photos.. IDK whr i put my card reader so i can't upload lah k. Not i lazy. hahaha.

Gonna go out with Andee, Doug-ass and maybe Derrick later. Guess where we're going? I bet you alr know lols. so im not gonna say. xD

OHOH and i forgot to mention, gonna get my official promo results tmr. *high*
V happy can, i worked hard for promos okeh >:0
All the night studying at school
the tonning at Macs for 2 nights
the math consultations ( that didnt really work due to my love for math)
the last minute CHIONG notes part.

LOLOL.

Kinda sad now that school's ending leh. :( All the memories :(
some more Khalis leaving. hais.

But i guess that's life. things just don't go your way sometimes.

ARGH. What am i doing? I'm supposed to be happy. lols. kk i shant emo :D
I will be a happy person today. :D

JYJY Derrick, Tita and Ain! PWN the councillors and get into OGL! huat ah! HAHAHA
And Grats Ying2~ For surviving till the end of O levels! It's OVERRRRRRRR! WOOTS. We can rejoice now~ Let's go play pool to celebrate! WOOTS. LOL

kkz i go maple a while b4 i go out. Haha. ;D CIAOS

7 NOV FTW :D:D:D

2009-11-07T22:46:00.003+08:00

Okay, i know it's been like.. 5 days since i last blogged?

Haha. was busy. so sorry >__<

Busy practicing for OP( till Friday, that is)
Busy Mapling (Since Friday)
Busy Pooling <3<3

OMGEEE i think i'm addicted to pool le can. -.-'' i remember when i used to pool with Benie i pooled regularly. like maybe 2 hours at least? But not as hardcore as now, pool whole day then happy. -.-''
my $$$~
Die le lah. i keep spending my $ on pool. no need go NZ liao. T__T

Haha, pooled with Andee, Derrick, Roger && DOUG-ASS today, from 2+ till 8 i think.

I think it cost $50 in total. But we split the cost so it's like $10 per person.

DAMN HARDCORE RIGHT? i know. Haha. Can't be helped though. :D:D
I won a lot ^__^ v happy with myself!
Derrick still v noob @ it though. Muahahahaha! xD

Nvm k Derrick dont sad lah. SOME DAY YOU'LL GET IT. SOME DAY. XD

I really enjoyed myself a lot, esp in the past 2 pool outings. FINALLY got to meet my Sec Sch friends, aft so loooooooong! It really brings back memories. was damn high just now. lol. Met Randie there also, nvr change at all la she. hahas! i miss my friends T__T

OH and I levelled in maple from 89-111 in 10 hours. TY ANDEEEEEEEEEE! You rock x100!

K im gonna go maple liao :D See ya!

2ND NOVEMBER FTW :D:D:D:D:D

2009-11-02T22:36:00.010+08:00

ZOMFGWTFBBQSAUCE.

I'm so damn happy today can!
HAHA. Lemme elaborate. :D

Firstly, today was CHINESE A's. And now it's OVERRRRRRR. YAY.
I never have to touch Chinese. EVER >_<>

Secondly!
Today is Luqman's BDAE! :D:D So cool lah. Celebrate end of MT as well as his bday tgth. NICE.

Thirdly!
Job interview @ LG Svc Ctr today. Hopefully all goes well and then i got money liao. Heheh.
I.NEED.MONEHHH.

Fourthly!
POOL @ BTP!
At first it was only with Derrick, Simin and Yam-kun, BUT then there was a pleasant surprise!
SAW ANDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D:D:D
(His real name is Andy but i call him Andeeeeee cos i LIKE. LOL.)

Picture: LOL @ Andee's face. HAHA.

Who'd have expected that sia. SO HAPPY NOW. LOL. Oh yeah, met Roger also. So long no see liao eh. ZAI-NESS.

& apparently Derrick got along pretty well with Andee and Roger. I thought for a moment that the outing was gonna turn out weird cos i might pangseh one side. T__T
But it turned out alright:D

In the end we all kinda pooled together. Open 2 tables though. Was fun cos i win a lot.
HAHAHAHA.

Picture: Derrick attempting to hit the striped ball (but phail). LOL

Derrick is NOOB in pool. Can't even aim properly. Some angles CONFIRM can go in but he noob untill hit slanted.. TSKTSK.
(Im taking revenge now cos he said i'm black. Say some more, i have blog-wars with you ah Derrick. Watch out ah boy, you watch out. *ROAR*)

Haha but then i think Roger taught him a lot, so i guess he improved lah. XD

Spent around $15 today... $5 for meals and $10 for pool. =.= I'm so broke now. T__T

Eh i v tired liao LOL. K that was random.

Uh so yeah today has been an eventful & fulfilling day! Met like so many humans in one day. Had so much fun. ZAI-NESS. WE POOL AGN SOMETIME K! ^_^

2nd November FTW LOL.

Kkz i really need to go now. Tired. haha. Will blog soon!

P.S BENIE WHEN YOU WANNA PLAY POOL?! :(

i need a little time off.

2009-10-30T17:47:00.002+08:00

Okay so this week was pretty much Project Work all the way. WR deadline was yesterday. Can you imagine how we rushed to complete it? -.- Comp Lab everyday. After school also PW PW PW PW..

SHAG.

Oh and there was Chinese intensive this week. Which means if it's not PW, It's Mother Tongue.

SHAG.

But i guess the good thing is that after this coming Monday, there'll no more Chinese lessons. :D
Not that i don't like the teacher k-.- I just don't like the subject.

For this week I've been sleeping at 1 am, waking at 630am.

SHAG.

I NEED TO SLEEP.

Oh and..

Sorry for the stupid behaviour and the pissed off face for this whole week. I look like that when i'm sleepy. And i become easily pissed when i'm sleepy. So pardon me for the rude behaviour. Pardon me if i've offended anyone.

I don't wanna talk anymore.

no title. LOL

2009-10-26T19:53:00.003+08:00

Aiyoh.

Gary says i wasnt sincere in thanking people cos no names.

So i write names now k. -.-

THANK YOU DERRICK!
THANK YOU YAM-KUN!
THANK YOU GARY!
THANK YOU AIN!
THANK YOU VIVIAN!
THANK YOU YINGTONG!
tHANK YOU YIJIN!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR OFFERING ME HELP && COMFORTING ME. GOSH I FEEL LIKE A CHILD. XD

& IF I MISSED OUT YOUR NAME.. SO SORRY OKEH. I'M V TIRED NOW. :(

I got PW shits to do summore lehs. T_T

ME <3 09A07 Lots! xD
(& that's all for the Nike run post. hahahaa)

OH &&&&& I FREAKING CUT MY HAIR! DAMN ZAI OKEH. I LIKE!

SHORT HAIR NOT SO BAD AFTER ALL HUH. THANKS JIE! IF NOT FOR YOU I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD THE GUTS TO CUT MY HAIR!.

HAVE A GREAT TIME IN MACAU K. ^_^

kkz gotta run now, BYE!

I guess the worst is over for now.

2009-10-25T09:15:00.003+08:00

I think this is the first time i've ever received so much consolation from my friends. :D

I never thought so much people read my blog, LOL. seeing so many tags on my blog is.. kind of comforting. haha.

I now feel obliged to keep you guys updated with how things are so here i go.
& Thanks for reading. :D

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I asked my sister to see if can borrow the money for the trip & she agreed :D We met up last night and we talked. it's nice to catch up after not meeting for soooooooo LONG. :(

GOSH i love my sister(& my brother in law cos he's kind to me too). She's too kind. She passed me $530. Said she's lending it but she never said when i should. -.-

We bought dinner & watch Gilmore Girls on her UBER huge 50 plus inch TV. Her house full of IT gadgets one lor wth. 2 PS3s, 2 XBOXs, 1 theatre room with all the sounds & roll-down screens & shit. IMBA or not!

And she got bored so she cut my hair la WTHHHHHHHHHHHH Now my hair damn short can. She bloody chopped 3 inches away i think! T_T Just because she was bored... My hair... Arghhhh

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Lol so yeah i guess things are fine & the worst is over for now. But i believe times are only going to get harder because my dad is hardly earning anything.

Yingtong said her mum's got this job that's only on Saturdays. I'm gonna take it up so hopefully i can earn enough for me to spend @ NZ. Haha.

Im so happy that things are fine now because i can stop worrying about money issues at the moment. It was damn tormenting before things settled. i can't even eat properly.

K now i need to thank people.

Thank you Wanjing, who took the effort to text me late in the night. haha. Thanks alot A07, for asking if i was okay all the time LOL. After a while i felt that i HAD to be okay or else you guys will start asking. But i'm not saying it's irritating lah k. :D:D

Thanks Allen for offering help so readily @_@ but i dont need it. more like i dont want it but please understand okay.

Thanks Ying2, for listening to my rants over n over again on the phone. Haha. & thanks for the camera for the Nike run also. I got like ALOT of pics can. =.= 345 of them OKEH!

Hahaha. i like being photographer. very nice. :D:D:D:D

K lah i'll write a post regarding Nike Run later tonight i think. heee :D

i don't know & i don't care.

2009-10-21T18:33:00.003+08:00

I am truly grateful for those who are concerned about me.

But i think it still remains that i can't face the facts. I don't think i want to try either.
Things are only getting worse at home. Mum & Dad just quarreled and now they're giving each other the cold shoulder. Dad's got too much pride, Mum's got too little tolerance.

Mum tells me how she feels, and she feels that getting a divorce might be the only solution to the tension between the two of them.

Dad tells me how my mum is never understanding & dumb.

I think they secretly expected me to comfort them/ agree with them but honestly, i don't care. i don't.

Everyone else was talking about how their parents reacted/felt when they told them about their Promos' results.
All i could do was say 'Oh okay', 'that's nice to know', 'haha', 'not bad alrd lah' instead of telling them how my parents reacted.

Why?

Because i didn't even get to talk to them. But then again it's not like they'd care anyway. they've got more 'important' stuffs to be worried about.

FAMILY = MORAL SUPPORT? That's a big fat lie. It's all so superficial.

Nobody cares.

Suddenly i feel like i don't want school to end. Because if school ended, it'll mean that i have to face my family all day long. & somehow i find it very exhausting. Even now, when I'm only home for half a day, i feel so very suffocated.

If only i could run as far away as i wanted.

I cant help it if i'm ashamed of myself.

2009-10-19T14:47:00.003+08:00

i think i said something really insensitive to my mum. This is going to be a lengthy post. & most probably very emo also.

So read it only if you want to.

& no, i'm not trying to get attention. this is where i am free to express my feelings, wholeheartedly.

So you guys probably know im gonna move like, at the end of the year right? My whole family is basically short on cash. We can hardly make ends meet anymore. Dad says the only way to prepare for my FUTURE is to start saving NOW. And the only way to do that is if we move to another apartment. At first they were bent on moving to a 3 room flat. But now i think they themselves know it is not possible to accommodate so many people into so little rooms. So i think they're seriously considering a 4-room flat.

But then that's where the complications come. 4 room flats are obviously more expensive than 3 room flats. If we sell our 5 room flat and buy a 4 room flat, we still wouldn't have enough for ourselves, or so i think. But anyway we wouldn't be able to get a loan from the banks nor the government cos well, to put it simply, we're worthless pieces of shits. They can't fking be bothered to lend us money when we can't even guarantee that we're gonna return it right?

But then anyway my mum started to approach the MPs and talk to them about it to try and appeal or something. And all sorts of admin stuff had to be done, she needed to go to a lot of places to apply for this and that. And today she came back home to get me to help her go online to check for stuffs. But then I needed credit/debit cards for the process to go through. And we didnt have a credit/debit card.

Then she asked me 'Do you know anyone that has those cards or not?'
I replied 'Obviously not, how old do you think my friends are? Even you don't have it.' I was trying to imply that i wasn't even keen on asking.

And then i continued 'Then too bad lor, you just have to go down to the Singpost or whatever to get it done manually since we cant even do shit online'

I bet i already hurt her deeply when i said what i said so bluntly.

Then she asked me to help her with some application forms.. The font was kinda small on the papers, she couldn't really understand the sentences and so she needed my help.

I couldn't help but feel very reluctant about it but i helped her anyway...

But after a while i couldn't take it anymore because everything the stupid forms asked was about our financial status.

So i said: How come you dont get the staff there to help you out with the forms?!
Mum: because they said we have to do it ourselves.
My reply: All because we have no freaking money and have to move and then so many things have to happen. you say i can go overseas but then now, with how things are, even with the Fund i applied for i dont even think we can afford it. Move house got use meh?

& i walked out of the room. I walked back in to find that my mum was in tears.

Yeah i know what i said was shit cruel and inhuman.

I cannot accept how my family is. Not that i blame them for 'not being well-off'. In fact I dont blame them for anything.

More importantly i hate this feeling of helplessness where i cant even do shit to help. And i hate how they try to please me when it is not even within their means to. They keep encouraging me to go overseas and see for myself how other countries look like and shit. But i doubt they can afford it.

The other day i asked my mum for 20 bucks and she gave it to me with a very sad face.

WTF.

I am very disappointed in myself. Why did i listen to them, happily think that they really meant what they said, and volunteer for the trip? Now that my name's been submitted i cant say no. My sister's married and not on good terms with my parents, how to ask for help?

And isnt asking for financial help just a temporary solution to our problem anyways?

Fuck.

I hate my life.

sometimes, i wish i could just disappear into thin air.
I can't even do shit to help.

All i do is make cynical comments and make my mum sad and piss my dad off.

Yeah i know. I am an unfilial daughter, an unfeeling person, a hypocrite.
& i can no longer face myself because of what i am.

how can i not be ashamed of my own circumstances, when things have only gone from bad to worse?

I ADMIT I HAVE NO LIFE. :(

2009-10-17T14:22:00.004+08:00

Post exam timetable damn sian can?! zomfgwtfbbqsauce.

i swear in all my years of schooling i hardly ever found it a need to sleep in school.
& yet, i slept in school so many times this week! That's like so rare. =.=

& for the next week it's only gonna be PW and MT all the way. wtfish. All the way leh =.=

Oh yeah, RESULTS out next Tues. I'm looking forward to it even though i know it's not gonna be good. But still, I wanna see if i have improved. HAHAHAHA.

I am still sick from IHG. stupid sore throat dsnt go away :( & the sunburns. My skin is peeeeeeeeeeeling. T__T i dont wanna turn brown. ROAR.

i think i'm meeting NAYILEI this sunday. :D

makes me happy just thinking about it. WEEEEEEEEEEEE~

hahaha, hope my sunburn disappears by then. :D

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Haha. smth i just learnt today!

Q: How do you justify yourself for being late?
Ans: becos i am me ;D *winks*

not bad right! XD

my current life :D

2009-10-13T20:04:00.003+08:00

TODAY = ONE WORD = SHAG!

IHG-ed the whole day. from 8- 4pm.

I was in Basketball Girls (3v3)
Played against 5 teams in total.

1st game: 28:2 (won)

2nd game: 38:2 (won)

3rd game: 10:20 (lost)

4th game: 16:14 (won)

5th game: 21:16 (won)

We got into third place out of 6 houses. Got myself a bronze medal for it
Not bad alrd la hor? :D

I guess life w/o YiLei JUST isnt the same :(
no more NAYILEI the 10th
no more nice assists/alleys
no more awesome teamwork.

Awwwww.

But today's team was awesome too!
I'd say our teamwork wasn't as bad as i'd thought. In fact i think we worked pretty well together, considering we dont know each other. Until yesterday, that is.

Hehehe. i'm happy with how the matches turned out even though we lost one. it was a pretty fun day :D

But one thing i am not happy about is the fact that i GOT SUNBURNT! AGAIN!
WHY DO I GET THIS WHENEVER I PLAY BASKETBALL DURING SCHOOL EVENTS?!

IT NEVER HAPPENS IN BLOCK 8 (where i usually play bball)
But then again, i only go in the late afternoon/evening, never in the morning or midday =.=

NABEH :(
I want my previous skin tone back. i dont want to turn into a brownie :(

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On a side note:

Life's gonna get busier from now on.

This Sat: PW meeting.
This Sun: Nike Race pack collection. (CIP) (8.30 am - 8.00 pm)
Next Fri-Sat: Nike run! it's some CIP thing. AND I'LL HOLDING THE FINISHING LINE WITH HISYAM! ^^

KAKOII Desu! x3

Ahhhh.. And there's also A Level Chinese.
And OP (Oral presentation) Exam..
And band stuffs :(.
And NZ trip :D

I dont think i can work anymore. :( :(

Kkz gotta go. bye!

It's not over.

2009-10-11T12:21:00.002+08:00

School is ending in 6 weeks' time. o.O''

I am 3 weeks away from my Chinese A levels (2nd Nov).

OP exam is from th 6th of November to the 11th. (about 4 weeks away)

wtf. where got time?

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I think i shall spend today to pack my room that is freaking disorganised right now. :(

haha.

Okay see you guys soon! :D

Random stuff combined

2009-10-07T22:19:00.002+08:00

Okay, so promos are over for me. Hurray.

This week is such a mess.

Monday: MATH
Tuesday: CHINESE && CHINA STUDIES(IN ENG)
Wednesday: GEOG Paper 2.

I dont think i did well for all papers this week. :(
Math IS a goner. & to think i practiced....
Chinese is a goner too. It was really difficult. i couldnt really understand the passages and shit.
China studies and geog? IDK. The paper was do-able but i dont know if i wrote sufficient points or not. and i kinda had no time. :( :(

Aiyah. What's done is done. I can only pray. Heheh.

Oh yeah.. Inter-House Games is like on the 13th. :/ I think im kinda scared now that i REALISE im in a team. AND I DONT KNOW THEM. How? T_T

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Okay school stuff aside, I WANNA WATCH SAW 6!
I want SAW 6 uncut version, not the SAW 6 that is censored even though it's rated R21 for GORE VIOLENCE AND STRONG LANGUAGE. :(

Hahaha. I think i just wanna watch something. it's been ages since i last watched a movie.

I am so sad that i have no life. :(

Oh yeah. M gonna go make a passport finally! *happy*

Janzen says we get our passport like when we're 3 seconds old. ( which means we get one as soon as we're born) I told my mum that and she said 'That's bullshit'. LOL. i have no idea why my mum so vulgar. HAHAHA.

But yeah. im gna go get a passport tomorrow. I mean like apply for one lah.
I can't wait for New Zealand! ^_^

Okay i think i've blogged enough for today.
TATA.

SAW VI

2009-10-04T15:32:00.005+08:00

OMGEE GUESS WHAT?

SAW VI IS COMING OUT.

LIKE NOVEMBER 5TH.

WOAH~~ I WANNA WATCH!

BUT IM ONLY 17. T_T
BUT I LIKE SAW. T_T

WALAO. IF ONLY I WAS OLDER. HAIS!

Happy Mid-Autumn Fest

2009-10-03T20:26:00.002+08:00

Today is Mid-Autumn Festival aye.

I remember when i was younger i always played with lanterns and ate mooncakes.

Then there were those sparkles and we'd light them and run all over the place.

I played with a whole bunch of candles- i'd stick all the candles real close to make a huge fire. then i'd burn stuff like dried leaves. i remember i cooked a marshmallow and melted it. i remember i'd place the candles in such a way that it'd spell out people's names. :)

I remember how my friends set the playground's structure on fire. and i nearly got burnt because i was on the structure =.=

I remember how i threw candles at a friend for fun. LOL.

I remember how i'd always try to plan an outing for us to go the Chinese Garden and admire the lanterns there but never succeeded.

I remember. but in time these memories will be forgotten.
They will be, someday.

4 more papers. 4 more days before it ends.
And after it ends? What'll i do next?

One more weeeeeeeek

2009-10-01T10:51:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 9 am today to chiong Economics. I hope i can remember what i've just learnt. :/
There's like Market Structures, Market Failure,Costs of Production.....

It's now close to 11 am.
Exam starts at 2 pm. There's like 1 case study and 2 essays to do later on. Will my hand break or not ah? zomfg.

Thank you BENIE for the encouragement. and Yingying also!

And happy birthday RANDIE! LOVE YA LOTS. SORRY I CANT GO TO YOUR CELEBRATION. EXAMS @_@

WE WILL GO OUT SOMETIME!

BENIEEEEE I WANNA PLAY BBALL AFTER EXAMS END. :D

I WANNA MEET D.GHEY SO VERY SOON. AND ALI.GHEY TOO

I WANNA SEE NAYILEI'S FACE SO BAD ALSO.

okay why am i acting like my exams are over? LOL

K lah i dont want to waste time. BYEBYE!

shit happens.

2009-09-29T19:53:00.003+08:00

Some people ask me why i'm so negative whenever it comes to moving to another location to stay. I guess it's just experience? 6 years ago while i was still living in Jurong West my parents suggested moving to Teck Whye- cos of some unfortunate events or shit that made my family poor. I resented my parents then, thinking that they just wanted me to change schools cos' i was doing badly and so maybe a change of place would be good. And deep down i thought that they wanted to separate me from my friends for good.

And turned out, the change of place proved to be great. I met Yingying in my last year of my primary education- who is currently my BestF.
Went to Zhenghua and met a lot of people- Dghey, AliGhey, my buddies lah basically. (Sorry if i didnt write your names out. Not in a good mood to elaborate)
Went to PJC: Met Yam-kun, Derrick, Simin, Ain, Luqman etc. (once again, no mood to elaborate)

You might think life was good. At least it was decent.
BUT did i mention what happened in between them?
P6: Sister got married. ROM-ed. i was glad for her. but at the same time i knew i lost a very important family member. She was a very important form of support to me, jsyk.

Sec 2: Loanshark incident. Family was in ruins. my relatives hated the sight of me cos obviously, i LOOK like my mum. Chinese New Year was never the same again, not even now. My elder sister severed ties with my parents. my parents forbade me to contact my sis.

Flung my exams. What to do? Everyday i go home and look at the artistic pieces of artwork painted on my door. And then there's broken pots of flowers everywhere. Sometimes i wake up to find myself locked inside my own home by a freaking bicycle chain.

NOW: They are telling me the exact same thing from before: NO MONEY. NEEDS TO MOVE.

WTF is this? some Fengshui shit ah. i seriously hate money issues man. Fking disrupts life. AND, not like anything changed after we moved here anyway. In fact things got worse. How do they expect me to look on the bright side and hope things get better once we move?

Has it even worked? it didnt work the last time. You sure it's gonna work this time?

So there you go- why i HATE moving.

entering the storm (Promos)

2009-09-28T21:30:00.004+08:00

GP is OVER :) And i just hope for a pass. Grade 'E' also can. I just need to pass

But i still got a hell lot more exams coming up. T_T
Studied in school for a while today. till 4 i think.
Gonna go back to school tomorrow for 3 consultations- Math (9-12), Econs (1230-115) and Geog(230~3.30)
@__@ That's like one school day. But im fine with it, not like im complaining :) Just shag. Then maybe i'll take Wednesday to chiong all the info into my head. and hopefully it stays there. At least until exams end.

Arghhhhh. Tired.
Oh and today is one of the weirdest days ever cos i got like- smses from a whole lot of people. I never knew i was that sms-able. X)

Okay fine i admit i was the one who smsed some of them. but only some!

Haha anyways, I need to go and do some Math before i catch some sleep. heheh.

BYEBYE :D

p/s: I dont understand why people like Fred (They guy with the chipmunk voice on Youtube) when ShayneDawson (looks gay but isnt; on the contrary he's freaking awesome) PWNS totally. How can Fred be so popular?! GOSH.

zomfgwtfreakz :(

2009-09-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

Stuffs that's happened to me these few days:

1) Night study everyday in school library.
I tell you, never in my life have i been in any library for that long. i never liked libraries in the past. i think it's too quiet and i cant study in such an eerie place. But now im taking a different stand :) Libraries are cool because they provide conducive environments to study in. And there's FREE aircon- why not right? :) :) :) BUT AH, to study like this everyday is very SHAG. T__T

2) I recently got into Basketball (Girls, 3 v 3) for Inter-House Games.
I think i need to train my shooting. and maybe learn some other stuff. JC so competitive. i think i'll die. In school Derrick helps me in my basketball :) But i think i need more than that. *calls out to BENIE* "Let's play BBALL!"

3) I am tormented by my finger that has lead content in it. :(
Cos there was this Chinese talk one fine day (Tuesday) and unfortunately, because i couldn't understand 80% of what he was saying i was very sleepy. Not that it's his fault lah. i played with my pencil (like pull out the rubberized thing. and then put it back. then pull it out again.. etc) and because i was dozing off i think i accidentally apply too much force while putting the rubberized thing back and TADAH~ Pencil lead in my finger! T__T Ive been trying to take it out but each night i squeeze my finger in an attempt to get the lead out i only see blood.

ARGH I AM GOING TO DIE. :(

POSSIBLE CAUSES OF DEATH:

-INSUFFICIENT SLEEP
- STUDYING TOO MUCH
- LEAD POISONING.
- PRE-PROMOS STRESS

sianED :(
i shall end here today.

Promos in 3 days' time excl. tday
End of promos: 13 days' time

20.09.2009

2009-09-20T16:16:00.004+08:00

i have come to realise why i didn't study for Mid-years as well as for promos- up till now that is. Wanna know why? teeheehee.

i realise- for O Levels i pinned my fringe up while i did my revision. I think my fringe was pinned up most of the time. that's right- sec 4 was my noobest year cos i no fringe :(
And recently, i've been pinning my fringe up in school as well as for the mugging session with Derrick and Ying2 yesterday. And amazingly i could study. Like i can focus better lah.

Therefore i conclude: I study better with my hair pinned up! It activates my study mode regardless of how lazy i am. HAHAHAHAHAHA WOOTS.

Lol okay i am so random. Hahaha.

On a side note, SELAMAT HARI RAYA! Now we can all eat and partytgth!

AND TO MY GHEY.PARTNER D.GHEY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY OKEH! TODAY IS A COOL DAY. A LOT OF COUPLES GETTING MARRIED BECAUSE OF TODAY'S SPECIAL DATE: 20.09.2009. :):):) Your birthday is like-uber cool lah. See you during chalet okeh! LOVE YA!

From left: Naddz, Ali.Ghey, D.Ghey, ME, Randie, YeeSee :)
credits to Nadia who took the pic :)

I miss you guys! :(

2009-09-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

Today is..

-the second last day of fasting (grats in 2 days time! :D)
- the last day of the seventh month (finally ^0^)
- the last day of the school week. Yay :D

.....

...

Shit i forgot what i want to write leh. >:O
This is so weird. i seriously had stuff to write.

Oh yah. So today was the last day of the 7th lunar month
i saw a lot a lot of green fire leh!
cool or not!?
And then i remember i was dumping the papers into the metal bin( used for burning) and i felt such a heavy presence. made my hair stand like mad. MAD i tell you. :(
aiyah i dunno wht else to write so i continue next time. bb!

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update:
As i was saying, yesterday was pretty creepy. But oh well, the worst is over for now. hahah.

Promos cming soon le eh. (in 9 days' time) And i havent completed my Phy Geo revision. i die die need to complete my Phy Geo + Econs over the weekend. T_T I hope i can. Then next week can focus on other subjects during night study. ROAR.

meeting Derrick& Yingying later. gonna mug. heh. Will update soon.

Till then! :)

p/s: i wanna be promoted to year 2 :(

Blogger is FREAKING back to normal.

2009-09-16T19:57:00.003+08:00

MY PET COCKATIEL SUNNY<33

Aint Sunny simply CUTE?! @_@ And he's damn friendly!
He can do simple stuff like stepping up onto my hand. And he will flap his wings when i say 'Flap Flap!'
AND AND AND~~~

HE KISSES ME ON THE NOSE LOL LOL LOL!

He's quite tame also. i dont cage him up at all. He stands on a few branches and sleeps throughout the night w/o ever making a sound or taking a walk. Heheh. CUTE right?!

Muahahahahahahaha. I am in a good mood today. Feeling damn good!
Oh anyway Today was pretty fun in school. (With Ain & Tita especially. xD we laughed so much in the library.)

And i came to realise something which Derrick said.
He said to me: 'Life is boring without Derrick.' *smiles widely*
I was like 'LOL' at first.
But now i realise...

that life IS boring without Derrick! xD!
seriously! @_@

Lol okay lah. i gotta go and file my Chinese worksheets. hahahaha.

OMG blogger is okay alrd~ or... not?

2009-09-14T23:08:00.001+08:00

D_ _ _ _ _ _ is one of the funniest/eccentric/random guys ive met i tell you. xD
Name was partly censored because ive got no idea who reads my blog. =D

Here's some of the convos we had earlier this evening.

...

Me: Eh D, your uniform is on the floor *points towards floor*

D: *looks at the floor to confirm the situation before turning back to look at me with ah beng eyes* Fuck you.

...

D: *chuckles* haha that girl said 'come pussy' (the girl was referring to a cat.)

Me: o.O okay...

D: how can a pussy walk? (He was referring to something else.)

Me : o.O''

D: i'm thinking that it bounces. *uses fingers to illustrate happily*

Me: ughh. Why dont you imagine yourself bouncing on your dick instead?

D: *chuckles* im now thinking of a jumping kangaroo stick. boingg.. boingg..

...

Random much? LOL. But oh well. He makes me laugh like shit with his ever-so-weird acts.

HAHAHA :D:D

Okay toodles. :)

2009-09-12T11:59:00.000+08:00

GOSH.
PROMOTIONAL
EXAMS
IN
14
DAYS'
TIME!
ZOMFGWTF!

Arghh.. i think i may have to ban myself from the internet for the moment. T_T
Or maybe not. Lol.

but anyway this blog is as good as dead also, since up till now i still cant upload pics etc. maybe it's my comp. argh.

byebye :D

2009-09-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

I cant figure out why i'm always so emotional.
I can't understand how people can do things and not realise what they're doing at all.
I can't see why no one realises their mistakes when it's right in front of their eyes.
I can't take this anymore.

Give me back my privacy; my life.
Give me back me.

Promos and.... promos.

2009-09-06T12:19:00.000+08:00

ROAR. i havent start revision LOL. (K lah t be truthful i'm scared. Kinda.)
Seeing Huiyi being SO SO hardworking scares me o.O
Awww. Sept Hols wont help much also leh. Cos i think i'll be going out with Huiyi, Jeff & Ying2 on Wednesday.
And i'll be having PW meeting on Monday and Thursday.
Friday got Math consultation!
And yam says he wanna chill out someday this week.
Which leaves me... Tuesday, Saturday and Sunday To study..........................
I guess i have to make use of the mornings to study, then. (7 am in the morning!? Zzzz)
AND AND AND!
I am addicted to Full Metal Alchemist T_T So like the moment i turn on my internet and my computer...
I'll watch FMA. LOL. I AM SO DEAD LAH I THINK.
22 DAYS TO PROMOS INCL TDAY.
FOLLOWED BY 2 WEEKS OF EXAMS.
FOLLOWED BY INTERHOUSE GAMES OR SMTH LIKE THAT.
FOLLOWED BY RESULTS?

WILL WE ALL BE OKAY?
WILL I BE OKAY? :(

I THINK I SHALL STAY BACK FOR NIGHT STUDY ONCE SCHOOL REOPENS. :(

Teachers' Day '09

2009-08-31T20:39:00.000+08:00

Teachers' Day!(Well to be exact it's Teachers' Day CELEBRATION)
Was fun :D
Met Randie, Alison, D.ghey & a lot of former 4E4 students too. but didnt see Vato Locos leh:( i SO wanted to see if Zabib became more charming. LOL
Also saw Andeeeeeeee and Fredda and Roger etc etc.
Really brings back memories! ^__^
All the crazy stuffs we used to do. And all the nonsensical gossip. LOL.
but oh well. we've all got a different life somewhere else now.
It can't be helped that we can only look back.
But then again it's better to be able to look back than to not be able to. hahahaha.
Im making myself sound so confused lah wth. @_@

Haha okay i promised Andeeeeeeeee to Maple so here i go!
IKUZO!!!