# Tuesday, November 22, 2011 #
LONGEST POST EVER \m/
Oh hai! :)
So I've decided to revive my blog again! I've been away for quite long huh?
But basically I am suddenly inspired to blog again cos of several reasons:
1. I guess I lost track of myself this year? I mean like, I started a blog so I could keep track of myself.. And yet this year, I hardly blogged about my progress/life. I don't like that. I read my own blog today and I realised I left out a lot of things this year, even though it was mostly an enjoyable one (albeit having a lot of unhappy stuff happen too) so yeap, starting to blog again.
2. To prevent deterioration of my English! As you all know Facebook/ Tumblr is FULL of English errors (seriously, what's up with "your" & "you're"?!) and sometimes.. just SOMETIMES.. I forget that some phrases are said wrongly. But I'm always glad I realise that I'm wrong almost immediately as well. Just a few days ago I used the word "buyed" instead of "bought". Yes I know, MAJOR FAIL. so yeap, starting to blog again!
3. To remember myself! Lol I don't want to be like 25 and then forget how I used to be when I was younger. Hahahahaha.
4. To be able to express myself better! I know I've already mentioned that blogging will probably maintain my English better but besides that I also want to be able to really express how I feel about things. I need an outlet to do so considering I have little close friends and that the time we have for each other is relatively little... since everyone's working/schooling. :/ So before I plunge further into emo-ness because I cannot talk to anyone, blogging will help me maintain my cool. Like for real. :)
OKAY NOW LET'S START MY BLOG POST FOR REAL!
January 2011- February 2011: Was working at ANZ as a Telemarketer :) Fell in love briefly. Or maybe you could call it infatuation. Idk. And to think I told him how to differentiate between those 2. Hahah.
But they guy I liked didn't like me back. :< But I'm over it now. We just weren't meant to be. :')
Okay pictos!

My ANZ peeps :)
Then came March.. Dyed my hair! I mean highlighted. RED!
And it was A Levels RESULTS day. Freaking screwed my A's.. The only subject I was happy about was my GP. B leh! :) I still remember my crush at that time.. was so proud of me. Awww. lol ok pictos!

Xuan Min, Me, Ying Tong, Yi Jin & Huiyi :)
OH and did I mention it was my birthday too? Stupid A level results had to ruin my 19th Birthday huh. Talk about luck. :/
But my beloved clique made a great effort! I love them many many.
Dinner + presents + a picture of my then crush to taunt me.
See la! My crush no like me! T__T

With my beloved clique~
HOHOHO, then I clubbed for the first time! @ Helipad! With my ANZ peeps and YINGYING! Look at my awesome hair belowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww >:D

Then came BBQ @ Richard's! Yes It's still in March. :) Very eventful hor? I guess it kind of goes to show how affected I was by my results.. No really. I felt very loser-ish at that point of time... Okay abrupt end to emo-ness.
Anyway, BBQ picture below!
Okay then soon after, we had a percussion outing with my Zhenghua Sec Band juniors! We went to play Wii, then had dinner at Pizza hut.. and camwhored. :) <3 Desumon. HAHAHAHA
Desumon, Me, Emily, Nayilei
Oh.. Then my hair colour then started to fade so I dyed my hair black again! Below is a picture of me & my beloved Sunny. :)
Haha and soon after that I went to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE with Ying and Nayilei. LUCKY ME :> Heeeheeeeeeeee. Yeap you guessed it right, I was rich then. Spent all my money LOL. Pictures below!
Battlestar Galactica. We came, we conquered, we CYLONS!
I FREAKING LOVED IT.
And then April came.. And we celebrated Yingying's Birthday! I wore a dress that day! We went to eat at Timbre. then we went... CLUBBING! WOOOO. LOL. It was Freda's first time XOXO.
I also watched Scream 4 with my PJC classmates Ain & Sherlyn. :)
Okay I am kind of lost already.. Not sure what month this was.. But I went to Old Kallang Airport with Huiyi & Yingying for a flea market.. Which my classmates had a stall! Hahaha
Clubbing again~
Crashed College Day in PJC. Hahaha I remember this was in May. :) (Picture below)
June: Got hair extensions for $40+, 60 strands. I say strands as in a bunch of strands. lol. At this point of time I was working for Ted Baker. My legs suffered hell :C At the same time I was inspired to diet and lost a couple of kg.... only to gain it all back with surplus summore in the following months afterwards FML.
Stayed in MARINA BAY SANDS FOR FREE because my Dad has this super nice friend which has unused 'points' which can be used to stay at MBS.. So yeah. 3D2N baby!
July: Yilei's Birthday!
Got her banana fruit cake from Fruit Paradise!
& the clique made her a huge-ass card + give her Doraemon :) <3
August: NDP Preview with Yingyingg!
More clubbing in August. OKOK fine I admit I'm clubbing a lot... Cannot waste my youth ok! Plus it's not like I get wasted or anything. I go there for the musicccccc!
OK the following photos were taken from June-July lah Idk why I put them under August.. whatever la ok.
Ashley & I (Zirca)
Ying, Me, Xinying & Freda :) (Helipad)
Alicia & Ying! (Zirca)
Freda & I :) (Helipad)
Hmmm so it's still August.. And I went for a class BBQ at Simin's house. :)
August was pretty much a clubbing month... It was Venling's birthday so we went TAB to celebrate! :) Happy 21st BOY!
SEPTEMBER:
Uhm... we went clubbing again! LOL. In this 'episode' I puked after drinking 3 cups of Vodka w Cranberry juice. SAD LIFE. Never have I been so weak before can. Zzzzzzzz... Till now I am still haunted by Absolut Vodka. NEVER AGAIN.
@ Helipad With Yingying, Huiyi & Alicia. Ladies' night out :)
So..... after that 'episode' I decided to take a break from clubbing and I went to Henderson Waves Bridge with Yingying. After which we both went to meet Lewis & Ashley for Hotpot Culture.. and then Crazy Elephant for some drinks. It rained heavily afterwards and some Brit came to chat with us. He was clearly drunk and mildly eccentric lol. Pictures below!
I remember in this pic (above), Ashley was showing Lewis the MV "I'm Sexy & I Know It" and Ashley was uh, doing the Pelvis Thrust and they both looked at his dong. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMFG I CAN DIE NOW.
On one weekend of October my family and I went to MacRitchie Resevoir :) And the following month(November) we went to Sungei Buloh Nature Reserve! (After which I fell horribly sick for 5 days and til now I am still not 100% recovered!!!!)
Okay, pictures again!
The following were taken at Sungei Buloh!
Also, in November I had Dinner and Dance! Oh I forgot to mention I started working in Toshiba since the 19th of July. :) The theme was "Back to School" so that explains why I was in a uniform...... =.=
Me with 2 of my very bubbly colleagues :)
Oh and the guy Nathaniel left Toshiba already... When he was younger he went for Xiaoyuan Superstar.. he can really sing leh. <3 Oh well.
There was also Post Dinner and Dance and we went Butter Factoryyyy :)
Nov 19: Just last Saturday Helipad reopened its doors after renovation and had an event called "I'm Sexy & I Know It" and us being loyal Helipad fans, we went to check things out! Well it was quite messy actually... The DJ wasnt good lol. But well, after 1 month plus of not clubbing it was still pretty fun I guess.
Also, my hair grew out and now I look very sloppy. However since I cannot cut my hair yet I have gotta adapt or just look sloppy lol. So yeah pictures below! I met Ying early to eat dinner and walk around town before meeting the rest at a later time! It was another ladies' night out as there were 6 of us- Ying, Xinying, Freda, Huiyi, Alicia and I :)
Nov 20, 2011: Went to Marina South's Gardens by the Bay with my family :) I really like nature stuff.. Can't help myself when it comes to these things lol. Pictures below!
So that's about it for now! Hahaha I guess from this post you can more or less deduce that I've had a very happy year so far but bad stuff happened as well. I mean all these outings and meet-ups sure do make me happy, but how long can happiness last? Get what I mean? It's not like I want to be emotional but it's the truth.
My grandfather passed away in September this year.. That's why September was kind of like a blank month for me (not much 'happy' events). It taught me a very important lesson in life. I wasn't very close to my grandfather because I don't speak Khek and I'm not exactly superb in Chinese either. On top of that, I'm not the type to express my feelings easily. Even though I feel love for my family and grandparents, I'm not the type to come out and say it. I don't show my concern readily. His death taught me to show my feelings towards my loved ones. Maybe that's why I haven't been quarreling with my parents for so long. But at the same time his death made me coop up my feelings of sadness- so much so that I cry at the slightest upsetting moment. I cry when watching Anime, I cry when watching channel 8 dramas (yes.. even though they suck).. I wonder if these feelings will ever be released :/ I hope I stop crying so easily.
On a side note I've also been grappling with my negativity in terms of my views towards friendship. I think I've been on an emotional roller coaster for quite sometime now.. Which is really bad. I think it might have cost me some friendships because of my unwillingness to go out and stuff like that... :/
I've been at this blog post for about 3 hours now... I think I'll leave my thoughts for another post. I gotta go sleep now. Really tired. Byebyeeeeeee
yours truly; 19:27